Hey guys, I'm Laura and my boyfriend and I broke up.
Oh, that sounds so stupid.
He was the guy that looked like Jesus, except he's not Jesus
because you know, he broke up with me.
The good thing is that it was actually mutual.
We still love each other very much.
But you know, he wanted to travel the world and I wanted to pursue
a career in the beginning.
It's, you feel numb and you feel really, really empty, like
like, like someone just carved out a hole from out of your body
and you become bipolar at one point you're listening to man
hating songs and you feel super empowered and you're telling
your friends, man, fuck him.
And then the next thing you know, Spotify accidentally starts
putting Celine Dion's all by myself.
Oh, you find yourself in a corner smelling his old t-shirt
Also, everything they leave behind becomes absolutely significant
from the toothbrush, they left behind.
So the last piece of toilet paper they wipe their butt with
you see it and you're like, oh my God, he wiped his butt with
Little by little, you know, you start realizing that you're
doing things that you haven't done in a really long time.
Like I decorated my room.
I hadn't done that in a year.
I started hanging out with friends and I went out and it felt
really, really good.
I had a teeth cleaning.
I hadn't done that since I was dating him.
People, if you're in relationships, make sure you check your
teeth and so you start doing these tiny little things that
you didn't know you could do because you were in a relationship
for such a long time.
I called my mom and I told her and she cursed me out.
She's like, I'm like, oh my God mom, I'm just, I'm calling you
so you could be nice to me because I'm crying.
Please don't curse me out.
Everyone else though has been really supportive of my friends
my family, it's just annoying to having to tell a story over
I just want to let the world know we broke up.
I don't have a boyfriend anymore.
So what is the mourning period?
Let me know in the comments, how you could help me deal with
my breakup or how you deal with your break up.
But if you could help me out too, that'd be great.
I do read all the comments and I write back to most of them.
I'll figure out bye guys.