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The one, the only Natasha Gracia.
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He is a best selling author and influence and thought leader
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with over 15 million social media followers.
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Someone go through a negative thought pattern in their mind
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You have to help them to let go of what they know to grow.
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He said, she said, my mum, do you want to carry on living their
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My mum told me this.
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So now I can't do this.
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You're living in the past and they're stealing from your future
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How can I be proud of who I am?
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If I'm not proud to be Latino asking my mom like, hey, what was
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it like for you to come over here and to hear that I was like,
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oh shoot coming over here.
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The only one who survived her group of 13 people who were trying
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to get over here like my mom's a bad bitch.
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You know what a bad bitch.
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We're back with another amazing episode of girl.
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Let me tell you, I'm here with my beautiful co-host, Jessie
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Finally, you guys, you guys love you our asses off this year
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It's been a journey.
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You guys I feel like I know you more than maybe some other people
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Well, the thing is, is when you're in a work environment with
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someone and I know people can really, you really kind of get
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It's almost like a relationship because you see them under
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pressure, you see them in like weird situations.
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Like we were all, I wanna give a pat in the back because I'm the
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But I really showed up.
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I think you did a really good job because you keep saying you
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But I think you showed up like 99.999% of the time.
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If I were to rewind time, they put us on a couch together on our
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first audition and we had no idea who each other were with each
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I didn't know either of you but now I do and I'm just so grateful
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for like the experience to be the three different girls from
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three different worlds coming together and making magic
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And it just goes to show that like unconditional love exists
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If you can just like go with the flow, you know what I mean?
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So I have a question for you guys.
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What was the toughest lesson you guys learned this year?
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Oh My God, the whole year.
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Not even like on this show.
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Just like in general, toughest lesson you guys learned this
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It's, you know what for me, I, I don't know, this is a lot because
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you know, I'm gonna reflect like in my apartment.
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But I think working on the narrative that I tell myself, I think
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sometimes that I'll create a story line and then it'll come
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out and it's not like the most positive.
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So like working on the script of like, what is, this is my script
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So like there throughout the year, there were moments that
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I was like, oh my God, like what if this person have my, my best
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interest in mind or like, what if this venue doesn't wanna
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And I was kinda like creating these negative stories instead
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of like, maybe not taking things so personal.
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Yeah, like maybe like, yeah, like I'm not taking things so
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Obviously, the strike really sucked.
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But I, I mean, we all had to all go through it.
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But I think the biggest thing for me was like, there were so
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many moments where I dishonored my intuition that I dishonored
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myself in like my relationship in certain situations where
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like I knew I shouldn't be doing this or I didn't wanna do it
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I knew it was wrong but I like went with it because I was trying
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to prove a point or like, you know, stick with the situation
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even though maybe it's supposed to be done.
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You know what I mean, so like dishonoring it, but I don't regret
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it because I knew because I, I like, went from like a bird's
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eye view and I know that like, the, the outcome will be greater
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It was kind of like, you know, sacrificing, but at the same
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time being confident of the outcome, but I felt so many moments
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I'm like, what am I doing?
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Like, I know I sh this is not right.
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You know what I mean?
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I think um when it comes to friendships and relationships
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I've, I feel like I finally have found like an easier way to
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I guess, like, really clean cut people off when I need to.
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I, I had like one instance in particular this year where there
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was a girl that I met and I thought she was great and I welcomed
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I mean, quickly into my life, like quickly into my personal
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I would open up to her about all these things, you know, soon
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come to find she was, you know, just completely sabotaging
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me behind the scenes and that those moments really hurt you
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in your life and they like really, honestly, they messed with
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And I think what I the tough lesson I've learned is, yeah, I
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think there's a lot of great people in the world, but you need
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to just be so careful about who you're really letting into
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Like that like, don't be so quick to be like, you look like a
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I think I had read somewhere.
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It's like positive projecting, you're like projecting that
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you know, you're not gonna go into somebody's life and try
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to mess with or have bad intentions.
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So you think the whole world is like that?
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What are sketchy people?
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What's something that you're proud of?
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I'm proud that I did my first like kind of series regular show
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And it came out even though during the strike, I was proud of
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that accomplishment like that.
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Like the growth of the Ivana warriors.
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Love you the warrior.
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Yeah, Ivana warriors, they love you.
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Everyone, everyone that I talk to my God.
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Like I remember I brought you to a comedy show and they're like
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is she the girl Hulu was like, yeah.
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Yeah, they're like, oh, where's the girl?
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Yeah, I mean, I think sometimes you don't see yourself outside
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of like your window.
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But like everyone was like, oh my God, it's, I mean, there were
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a lot of people that were like watching, what's your proudest
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You know, I usually do career thing, but this year I'm proud
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of getting on a plane over and over.
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I would, I would and, you know, I've been working on it and,
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you know, we went, we did the hypnotism.
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Um But I'm really proud of myself for overcoming that fear
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because I don't think people understand how scary it is to
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like, I just, it wasn't something I'm really afraid of and
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like getting on here and coming out here and, like leaving
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It was really hard for me.
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I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna cry.
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I told myself I was gonna cry.
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Turn off the camera.
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But yeah, I'm just proud of myself for pushing myself out of
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It's just been really hard this year.
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Not Yeah, I just like being on a plane is really scary.
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And I'm just proud of myself for like, yeah, like pushing myself
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to come out here and, and be scared and I'm, but I'm good.
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That's what I'm proud of.
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Oh my God, thank you.
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Your whole life just changed the whole thing.
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Oh my God, your whole life is changing as we speak, but I'm as
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I'm going through it.
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Don't be looking at me.
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No, I just love the vulnerability and I love that you're vulnerable
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makes everybody here wanna be more vulnerable.
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But the other thing I wanna say is this podcast because to be
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honest, you guys, we're living in a talking about this podcast
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has been literally life saving as well.
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It's been, here's the thing like this day and age to come on
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a camera and like to be so open about so many different topics
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that can be controversial.
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It can be, you know, people might have their opinion or not
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agree with you or attack you or pass judgment on you without
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really knowing you very scary.
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But also like having three Latinas on this show run by so many
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Latina women and men out here.
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Like, it's something that I've never, I wish, I wish the audience
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could feel the support and the love and just, I've never been
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in a working environment like this, I feel safe and I feel prepared
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and just ready to go and like, no matter where I land, I know
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I'm gonna be caught like with somebody and someone.
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So like, it's also nice to know that this exists.
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You know, that's something I'm so proud of to be able to say
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that we got to experience this, you know, what are some things
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may I know it's doing the positive.
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But I know for me like maybe like a small thing that I'm not super
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proud of, you know, you're not proud of it.
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And I'm trying to ask myself, I think something I'm working
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on is the fine line of like, hey, this is my standard versus
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So I think that's, I guess maybe that makes me a diva but like
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have you ever been a diva?
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Maybe not in the workplace but like any where?
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Yeah, I've been a diva.
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I think I'm only a deal with, with my mom, with your mom.
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Yeah, like that's the only time this is because I'm like mom
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where is help me with my hair, like help me.
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I am like help me do this.
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Like, you know, I expect her because she's always there for
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But like other than that I try to keep it, she folds the panties
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Yeah, she, she maleta and all the car.
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Did you, have you ever been a diva?
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Um, in like in a work setting?
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Uh I don't think so.
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Maybe, maybe she's Colombian.
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And when can you be a diva?
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So I could not get in trouble.
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You never know what is, I think divas are just confident in
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what they want and aren't afraid to say it and aren't afraid
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But when someone sometimes expresses that can come off as
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aggressive, well, then we're aggressive but I, I'm sorry
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it's ok for me to be a di OK, thank you.
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I got the green player.
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People earn the right.
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I feel like that, you know, Hollywood has this, you know, the
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people like J Lo J Lo is a diva.
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Nicky might have to be to get to that level, right?
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To like be, you know, a diva is that I think you have to earn it
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or it sounds like there's levels to diva.
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I know like with divas like we were talking about in Hollywood
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you need to operate at a certain level, which is actually
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why I'm really, really excited about our guest that's gonna
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be coming on and literally right now, Natasha Graciano, she
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is like, she's gonna bring all the energy when I say this girl
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operates at a million and it's for a reason you guys are gonna
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find out, don't wanna miss it, trust me.
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And then we have another Diva Selena who's gonna help us, you
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No, I got my cities out for her.
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You know, we all do.
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I knew there was a, there was some sort of influence we're exploring
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really owning our diva selves in different forms.
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We'll be right back.
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What you're doing is you're copying and pasting the same dude
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in a different outfit every time because you're saying universe
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I don't mind being treated like this.
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All right, you guys, we're back and we are so ready to introduce
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The only Natasha Gracia.
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Are they incredible?
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All right, girl, I need to do this intro because you have done
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so many incredible things.
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Natasha is a best selling author and influential thought
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leader with over 15 million social media followers, is dedicated
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to transforming lives through neuroscience and ancient
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wisdom from over homelessness as a single mama featured in
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top tier publications such as The New York Times and Forbes
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Natasha's expertise has garnered over 1 billion OK.
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Billion with the million views and inspired positive transformation
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She's real love you.
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I love, oh my God, I love you.
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First of all, Bling Bling.
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Bling Bling, I heard so many things in that paragraph.
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First of all homeless, second of all, like billion views.
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How did, where did wait, tell us about your story to begin with
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But like the very 18 year old you 18 year old me, she's like,
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She lives in the UK.
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She was a farm girl.
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I grew up in a, like a farm.
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Cows were my best friends.
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Like she knew my name is.
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Yes, babe, I loved it but I was wearing high heels in the farm
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So I was like, yo, I wanna do something with my life but I didn't
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So anyway, I didn't go into TV, in the UK and start to grow my
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All of a sudden on the other side of that, I find myself in a downward
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I suddenly find myself getting depressed, getting lonely
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This is before I got married and had my kid and I was like, oh
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my God, where am I going?
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And all of a sudden, I'm a webcam girl who is finding herself
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doing way too many drugs and I'm caught in this web of going
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downwards after I fast forward I get married.
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And then suddenly I have this breakthrough.
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I'm at a really low point.
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I've just overcome an illness, still trying to overcome it
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after I have my son.
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And I'm like, I can't go back to the drugs.
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I can't go back to where I was.
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And then in that moment I decided to commit to something different
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I decided I am not gonna stay in this rut, but it was only because
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of the voice I was hearing of Denzel Washington.
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I know I was listening to speech, I was listening to Denzel
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Washington on youtube to his motivation speech saying this
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is just temporary, you're gonna overcome this, you're gonna
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get out of this plane is just temporary.
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And I realized maybe this is just temporary.
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Maybe what I'm going through is not forever.
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Maybe it's just now and maybe I can do something different
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So then I realized how about I start writing a story about myself
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So I decided to write a story being the main character in my
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And I started writing about myself in the past tense.
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I started writing a new dream about myself.
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She's gonna get out of here.
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She's gonna make some money.
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She's gonna move to America, she's gonna be, use her voice
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and become somebody and that's how it all began.
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When was, when was like your first moment that you like that
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you had a 1st, 1st speech or your first video that like went
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You, you wrote the script and then what was the next step?
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So the next step was I reached out, I had an Instagram following
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So I reached out to somebody who was in a self development space
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because I knew I wanted to get into coach and get into motivational
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speaking because I had this message come to, I'm going to be
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a motivational speaker.
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Bear in mind at the time, I had an overactive thyroid.
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I was on heart medication and medication trying to get myself
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So I was like, what do you mean?
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I'm gonna be a motivational speaker.
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Like I can barely look after my son, let alone help somebody
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But I knew I wanted to be a role model for him and somebody else
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So I started doing a podcast which wasn't a podcast at the time
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It was just a Zoom show that I stuck on my Instagram.
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Somebody said yes and it went viral because that one person
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The next person said yes.
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And all of a sudden now I have people like will I am Jar Rule Steve
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Aoki, massive stars on my show.
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I started going on stages.
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I remember the very first time I went on stage and I remember
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standing on my coffee table at home in London and I was standing
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on it in my high heels that I was going to wear on the stage on
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the day and I was holding a hairbrush and I was rehearsing it
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to my son and my partner at the time and I was like, I'm gonna
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do this and I, I just started doing it and I started just preaching
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life into the sofa into him.
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And I realized that I'm gonna do this for someone else.
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This is bigger than me now.
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And little by little, you know, all of a sudden you go from doing
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that was my first stage back after COVID 3000 people to now
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I'm headlining in July to 70,000 people.
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So you had to really garner those skills or do you think that
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was something in you, you already had that you didn't even
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know you had, being able to connect with that many people?
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I feel like it was innate.
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Like I always had a voice channel.
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Like I was always the person who would get up at the fashion
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show host, the shows.
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I was always someone who wanted to use my voice, but it was about
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using my voice in a way to help people.
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And people say, wow, you have a way like you go up, you go down
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you go loud, you go quiet, you just use your voice in a way.
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But I think that's just innate within me, I now have clients
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I coach how to do it because I know now I watch myself.
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Oh, that's what I do.
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You coach them how to speak or do you coach them in other ways
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I can like, if they have negative thoughts, what is something
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that you do during that coaching or tell them during the coaching
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If someone's going through a negative thought pattern in
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their mind, you have to retrain them to let go of the familiar
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past and step into a new version of them.
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You have to help them to let go of what they know to grow.
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You have to help them to say that was who I was, but who do I want
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So I would make them write down all their negative thoughts
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and then start working on some new thought training processes
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to basically use their voice through writing it down in the
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past tense about what they want the same way I manifested my
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How do you approach somebody who's coming from a really negative
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space that you're coaching?
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So I allowed them to talk about it, but I don't really need to
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That's what therapy's for.
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I do therapy, three years and 15 minutes.
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So you'll come to me, it's just the feeling I need to know.
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He said, she said, my mum, do you want to carry on living their
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My mum told me this.
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So now I can't do this.
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You're living in the past and they're stealing from your future
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What are you feeling?
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I'm feeling unworthy.
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You're feeling unworthy.
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It doesn't matter what has happened.
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It's about getting rid of that feeling of unworthiness and
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building you up to feel worthy.
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So all the, the details and the bits in between, that's why
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I can speak to an audience of so many people and it reach everybody
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because I don't need to go into the details of what you went
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through and he went through.
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The over lining thing is everybody, everybody you're talking
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to has their own, their own things happening in their life
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But what you're speaking on is so general like anybody could
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take what you're saying and really implement it in your life
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Well, it's like with love, right?
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People come to me like I keep attracting douche bags.
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Well, honey, what are you playing?
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Sorry, you let's do this.
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I, I feel like I keep needy men like me that just need to be saved
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and it's like I wanna be saved.
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I just, I'm always helping men and I just, I'm tired of being
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like, you're tired of character developing them.
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I'm tired of character developing and like being in a like
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a like situation is back to back like, OK, so that is because
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what you're doing is you're copying and pasting the same dude
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in a different outfit every time because you're saying universe
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I don't mind being treated like this.
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So you got to say I am not doing this anymore.
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I don't want to be treated like this anymore.
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I want a different vibe.
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Now you write your list of 100 things you want in your partner
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10 things they look like.
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Oh girl, it's so fun.
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10 things they look like 10 things you'll do together.
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10 things that you will feel together.
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You told me in the green room and I said I had a boyfriend.
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You were like, oh, I can get you down the aisle with him soon
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I was like, wait, how, how do you do that?
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So that's one of my fortes.
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I've had three marriages and four people engaged to this day
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I have helped that many people get married.
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How do I do it when you're with somebody?
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And you've been with them for a few years.
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First of all, you're on the back end, you're on the back end
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Now, if you are with somebody for that long and they haven't
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put a ring on your fingers because again, you've allowed that
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behavior, baby, I got engaged after like five days and married
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after three months, the first time, same vibe.
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You do not have to wait to make them do it.
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You tell them what's up, you sit them down, you k sweetie, cook
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them a beautiful dinner.
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And you say, OK, we're talking.
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So now you've had the most amazing five days together, 10 days
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together, three weeks together.
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Hey, let's say three months together and whatever the time
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is for you and it feels good.
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Do you really want to be with this person?
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If the answer is yes, you and say to them.
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So I wanna see if you're serious about this.
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I can be with whoever I want as you can.
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I've chosen you, you've chosen me.
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Do you wanna commit to this?
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They say yay or nay.
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If they say yeah, you're in a good place, you say, OK, so I need
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you to stand up and I need you to say if you wanna commit to this
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because if you don't then sit the fuck down.
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So the man behind you can stand up and that's it.
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And everybody in the back leg is like everyone, you're feeling
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it, we're getting, I need you to stand up because if you don't
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then sit the fuck down and stand up and come back and you have
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to go in with that confidence the time you're like, oh you know
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I just, you know, maybe I'm gonna lose them if I behave like
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What if he like he feels like he's forced into it and he doesn't
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You've been an amazing person.
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You've done all the things you do for them.
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What's their love language?
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If it's food and do food, if it's snacks of service and feelings
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you've already played into it, you're perfect.
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Then if they don't stand up, you walk away temporarily.
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Do not be scared that they are gonna disappear.
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You walk away and say, you know what?
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I had an amazing time with you and I'm gonna bounce when you're
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ready to stand down.
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You let me know you walk away.
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Do not answer his calls for one week.
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Honey, he's buying a ring.
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He's coming to your house.
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Well, he's already, he's already there.
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I literally when I date somebody, if they do not, if I don't
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feel like you're gonna step up.
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Oh sweetie, I'm like shame.
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Don't worry about it.
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Three weeks later, I'm already publicizing somebody else
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who's bigger than you.
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Who's more famous than you.
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Who's kinder than you?
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Who's what, what, how is she?
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Well, of course I am.
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Of course you were lined up behind you.
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Like what you thought you were number one?
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No, honey, if you wanna be number 123, stand up.
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You just, you wait, wait, do you wanna know the crazy?
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I need to take a break because it was like I need not take a break
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I need some, wait, the craziest part about hearing this right
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now is there, there was a guy that I was, you know, kind of talking
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to and like it was very casual.
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He'd hit me up, we'd send memes here and there and then finally
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I sent him a message recently and I'm like, look, this is what
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I'm not looking to play around kind of similar, not as like
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that, but I, the fuck off say that.
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I said a voice note.
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Dad, I'm like, you not, you're, you're not in this state but
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I'm like sending you a voice note, sit down from like wherever
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Um But I kind of sent him a similar upfront thing.
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He is like having these like in, you know, real life conversations
21:40
with me about what your, you know what my future looks like
21:42
So when you're saying this, I'm like, she's right like it is
21:46
When you let a man just kind of dilly dally, they will do that
21:49
They've been with me for years.
21:52
But that's because you're saying to them it's OK.
21:54
So what you do is the final part, you write what you change your
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words about yourself.
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You're saying I'm gonna push over no boo from now on, I'm empowered
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I'm amazing and love is attracted to me.
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I am a magnet to love.
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That's your new mantra.
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Every day, every day, every day, every day.
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Look in the mirror, look in the mirror, I'm magnet.
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I'm a magnet to love.
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If you're watching this right now.
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Tag that yourself or this shows I'm a magnet to love.
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Tag me Natasha Graziano.
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Tag the show and boom, I'll repost my face.
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We need a lot of people saying I'm a magnet to love.
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II, I always love coming forward.
22:32
It's time to get into our Caito.
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No more segment where we talk about things that we're often
22:38
We're gonna get into it a little bit deeper.
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Have you ever felt an overwhelming call to embark on a new journey
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How did this moment shape your path forward?
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Well, my whole career was like an overwhelming cool, you know
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who was I, I was a webcam girl like I had no experience in motivational
22:57
But what I did have was a story.
22:59
What I did have was a story that needed to be shared with the
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world to save somebody.
23:04
The reason I do what I do is because I saved a life last week,
23:07
two weeks before I saved somebody's daughter because of my
23:11
So that is a calling from within.
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Everybody has a calling.
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Every single person watching here right now has a calling
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Everyone has something within them.
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And that feeling to go out and do it is you have to follow and
23:23
if you don't, you'll just suppress your purpose.
23:27
And if you suppress your purpose, you die inside and I've been
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I've been thinking about sometimes I think about my purpose
23:35
Is that like, I never, never too big.
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I was, I was on the, I wanna work with you on this.
23:40
I feel like I've been getting all the one on one counseling
23:43
and I'm like on the plane.
23:44
I was like, OK, I have this vision.
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Like I'm like, maybe I'm doing too much.
23:49
Like, am I gonna get a brain aneurysm by overthinking?
23:52
And I don't know, but I have this calling like I ha I have to do
23:56
If nobody else does it, I like it won't get done if I don't do
23:58
If nobody does it for you, that's how it works, right?
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Nobody is gonna do it for you.
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So you have to do it for yourself when you feel the desire to
24:06
do it, go, when you feel the urge to do something go, you know
24:10
those inspiration moments when you're like, oh my God, I
24:12
need to call this person and then something really good comes
24:15
of it that's called intuition.
24:17
Tap into that more whenever you feel inspired, it's called
24:22
Take it, take the, take the action, how has the industry treated
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you differently than men that advocate for themselves?
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So the industry is run by men that I'm in, in particular.
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So you're kind of like a special ordeal, the fact that you're
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a female in my field.
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However, sometimes it's like until you come out with a voice
24:49
It's like, oh, she just be like the rest.
24:51
So you'll look down upon almost until you prove yourself until
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you go so much bigger than most of the men in that field.
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And then you come up there and you're like, I'm doing this for
25:03
There should be way more like when people say to me, who's your
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idol, who is the person that you look up to in your field?
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Well, I'm the combination.
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If Oprah and Kim Kardashian had a threesome with Tony Robbins
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Like I don't know anybody above me.
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I'm paving the way for the females who are younger than me.
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No one older than me, right?
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So everybody's like, I'm paving that the pot, you know, I go
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out there and I do a completely different thing.
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Oh my gosh, that's incredible.
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Ok, we're gonna go into the next one.
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When have you felt powerless in your career?
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We're gonna go ahead and get back into that after the break
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I'm super excited to hear this.
25:39
Obviously, you're super powered, but we're all human and
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I'm sure you've gone through those roller coaster of emotions
25:44
So we're gonna be answering that when we get back.
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A lot of people are gonna be like, oh, it's so emotional bitch
25:50
If you do not fit into my life the way that I am in a high elevated
25:55
place, move on OK, girl.
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So when have you felt powerless in your career?
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Has that happened at any point?
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Yeah, I think I felt powerless a few times.
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I felt powerless in terms of, I have to wait or had to wait for
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people to take me seriously as a woman coming up for the first
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time going on big stages, you know, a lot of it's out of your
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control until you turn the tables around.
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I say what is in my control?
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And that's when I created a podcast.
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That's when I created my own life, my own stages.
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If somebody does, doesn't open a door for you, go and open your
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Hey, man, I, I'm literally battling this as we speak because
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So I just feel like a lot of what you're saying is resonating
26:42
with me where like, I wasn't taking it seriously or like men
26:45
were being really like berating and like, I wasn't getting
26:48
I was like, I'm gonna start my own shit.
26:49
So I was just kind of, I think you're saying that is kind of like
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affirming like, just do your own stuff.
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Just go out there and make the way for yourself.
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Nobody's gonna do it for you.
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What does success look like to you and then reverse engineer
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it if success to you is being out there in the world nailing
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it in your career in a certain way.
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So that's where you want to get to script about it.
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Write about it in the past tense as though it's already happened
27:17
and then work backwards, work backwards, work backwards
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If I go to this place, if I meet with these people, if I connect
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with this community success, feels like this.
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What did I do right before that.
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A notepad, I literally a thing But I was doing this on the plane
27:35
I was like, this is the end result.
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I don't wanna tell anybody because it's like really big.
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But II I saw this end result.
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I'm like, OK, this is what I'm doing now.
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I'm trying to fill in those gaps, bridge the gap between the
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life you're living now to where you wanna get to, you just bridge
27:48
How can I bridge the gap?
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It could be in love, it could be in life, it could be in career
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it could be in family, everything you can do it for everything
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You just script it every single, it's like going to the gym
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the science behind it.
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I did a whole ted talk on this.
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You go to the gym once.
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Well, you think you're going to come out with that dream body
28:05
after one time that you have to, you came to this third master
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for five hours, you have to go again and again and again, like
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scripting, you've got to write about it every single day until
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you get there until you start to see wins.
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But remember, don't shun the small wins when you have a small
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win, don't shun it, don't it?
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When you have a win, which is small, don't shun it when you have
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some salute it in gratitude.
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Look at it and celebrate it when I win.
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I win big because that just shows me.
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That's confirmation.
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I'm getting closer to my goals.
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Is there such thing as selfish scripting?
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Oh That's interesting.
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That's a really interesting question.
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No, your script about yourself.
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But there is such thing as doing it only for you where it doesn't
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benefit somebody else.
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You'll find it either easy come, easy go.
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I really want this car, you'll manifest it and all of a sudden
29:04
it's out of your life when you script for the greater good.
29:09
When I script that I want to reach a billion people in my lifetime
29:12
everything that I want in between that is for other people
29:17
The houses and the cars I have are an ad lib are a bonus to my lifestyle
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The material things are a bonus.
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That's not what I'm scripting about.
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Do what you love so much that you get paid for it, do what you
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do so good that you make money from it and all the things you
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But when you write down, I wanna earn $10 million a year, even
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just 100,000 a year, right?
29:38
For yourself of I wanna be able to give to charity like I built
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my first school in Guatemala, which is my dream and I'm building
29:45
my second this year, it was a dream to be able to do that.
29:49
I already give back with my work, but to be able to make money
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so I can give back like that and build a whole school for 600
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So that's why when I script I'm doing it, I wanna also like piggy
30:01
You know, I think this is great that we're having this conversation
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at the end of the year.
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When the New Year's upon us.
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How can we get prepared to be motivated to have a great successful
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This is the time when everyone says I'm gonna go chill.
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I'm gonna go sit down, relax and next year we'll meet next year
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I'll start my project sweetie.
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My year it starts 14 months long.
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It starts in November.
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The crazy number is 75% of people quit their New Year resolutions
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That's the recent data by February the first.
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That's why there's no point in doing it.
30:38
So you start them as goals, you script it.
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This is what I want to do and then I write it in the past tense
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and I stick them on post it notes all around my house.
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That's so interesting.
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I keep thinking to myself like, oh, it's like, it's a strategy
30:48
I'm like, scaling his business, but I, I didn't realize I was
30:51
I'm like, everything that I do is like, so like, I already have
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like, what I want to be doing all the post it all over your house
30:58
And then my goals and I'm gonna go towards them.
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And I was like, wow, I have a lot of goals for 24.
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I look at, is there such thing as too many goals or no?
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I, I think you can go off course you can sidestep.
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So the thing you don't want to do right now is that we come to
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the end of the year, start writing goals.
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Like I wanna open a cake store and I wanna go and be a pianist
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and I wanna learn three languages.
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The languages part because that's like an ad lib.
31:20
But, and I also want to start a business in coaching.
31:22
Ok, sweetie, that's a lot of different things.
31:25
You're gonna sidestep, become amazing at one thing and then
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So that's you don't want to sidestep.
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But goals in the same field are fine or similar fields, mutual
31:36
Does it hurt to lose people because they don't fit into your
31:40
Has that ever happened many times?
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And no, I'm sorry, like I'm cut throat with it.
31:44
A lot of people are gonna be like, oh it's so emotional bitch
31:48
If you do not fit into my life, the way that I am in a high elevated
31:54
I do not have any friends from school, apart from one Nats Getty
31:57
who's a really famous transgender icon, married to Gigi Gorgeous
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who's also a really famous transgender icon.
32:06
I don't know anybody I went to school with because they treated
32:10
me in a certain way and they are not the same that I want to be
32:15
So I decided to redesign my life.
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I make new friends along the way.
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As I go, I have friends from the industry who I've stayed in
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touch with now for five years.
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But some people I have got friends for 15 years.
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I'm like, well done.
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Yeah, I'm like, well done.
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That's amazing because that means you grew together.
32:29
But if you do not have people that are amazing to you, sweetie
32:32
cut them out, it doesn't mean I'm saying fuck you.
32:35
But it means saying I emotionally cut the cord between me and
32:40
you like the umbilical cord and I just move on.
32:44
Can I have a question?
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That might be a little bit like vanity metrics.
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Do you think that the people you follow?
32:48
Like, let's say you feel that way about someone that makes
32:51
Do you think it's wrong to unfollow somebody that doesn't
32:55
So it's funny when IIII I come, I come across it all the time
32:59
and I, I look at people and I'm like, should I unfollow you?
33:03
Like, I don't vibe with you and, or I don't know why I'm still
33:06
following you and you're somebody who was once my friend.
33:11
Every time I debate it, I unfollow and then they'll maybe come
33:15
to me and say, oh, hey, you unfollow me.
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We spoke in 2018 but you still give a shit.
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Then why did you not say, how are you?
33:25
Oh, congratulations on giving birth to your son.
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I don't have time for it.
33:29
Oh boo, you should be around me more the energy.
33:32
You cannot play at a 10 out of and do what I do on the level to millions
33:37
If you do not stay in this zone to stay in this zone, you can't
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have people around you who are bringing you down.
33:45
Do you ever have like lee room for people?
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Because human are so humans are like onions like we have any
33:50
h and you know, our friends are going through their own issues
33:53
and problems and a lot of them are as mentally tough.
33:55
Like, do you ever have any, I guess space in leeway to like,
33:59
be patient with them or are you just like, yeah, if somebody
34:03
is going through something, then I'll be like, you know, do
34:05
you want to talk about it and then I give them that moment.
34:09
But the thing is I have time for you.
34:11
I text my friends all the time, my people and I'm like anything
34:14
I can do for you, let me know anything I want to promote your
34:17
product to my followers.
34:18
You want me to come hang with you and your kids, whatever it
34:21
is, whatever I can do to add value to your life.
34:24
But if somebody comes to me over and over and over, I'm having
34:30
I'm so depressed, I'm going through this, I'm going through
34:33
We've all got things we're going through.
34:36
And so at that point, you have to just decide, are they adding
34:39
value to their life and your life or they blowing out your candle
34:44
I am beyond inspired.
34:47
I feel like I could fly and we have to wrap it up.
34:52
But thank you so much Natasha for like these like 10 minutes
34:57
I wish it was 1000 minutes because I feel like I would like,
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you know, like so motivated and it's so like can, can you shout
35:07
So people can see where to find you for sure.
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So you find me on every platform just under my name Natasha
35:14
I'm everywhere you'll be able to follow it, come and see this
35:17
kind of content every day, you know, just wake up and just go
35:20
boo put the notifications on seal.
35:22
Like I was gonna say that I'm doing every second of the day.
35:25
Not, I'm gonna be hours and hours on the talk.
35:29
I think I'm ready for an inspired cocktail.
35:32
I had to, it's time to join it at the side bar after the break
35:36
I know for me when I was 21 I didn't know what to do, but partying
35:39
was cute, drinking and doing a little bit of this and that was
35:42
And I found Crystal Meth and in the gay community it's very
35:45
popular in the queer community.
35:47
And then it just kinda got out of hand.
35:50
Natasha's stuff was incredible.
35:55
And I'm ready to change my life.
35:58
I'm getting upset right now, but we have more guests.
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We have another guest on the show.
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I'm really excited for a second guest.
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It's the moment we've all been waiting for.
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She's a cholita plus size ghetto superstar known most recently
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for her appearance on Rupaul's drag race season 15 World of
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Her original drag shows E Lotteria and Shark bait Sundays
36:19
have received tremendous acclaim.
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The former being voted the best drag show of 2022 in Los Angeles
36:25
Her 11 years of sobriety and extensive experiences in the
36:28
industry have led her to unapologetically share every little
36:31
piece of herself with an audience.
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She can, I need you to give a warm Welcome, start.
36:35
Clapping are clapping are clapping.
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Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, yes, my queen, the queen Lass of life
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Oh, you're the, you're the queen.
36:56
We're really excited to have you here.
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I'm very, very interested and well immersed as a, as a spectator
37:03
in the, in the drag community and in the vogue community, I
37:07
know they're not the same thing, but like I'm a fan, I'm a fan
37:09
of everything and I do comedy, I do stand up.
37:12
So when I first started a lot of the drag community gave me a
37:14
lot of opportunities to host shows.
37:16
One of my biggest things, one of my biggest paid gigs to date
37:19
has been at a drag show.
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So I'm in New York in New York.
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Yeah, I move to L A so I'm gonna fuck it up over here.
37:27
The New York drag scene is delicious.
37:29
Do you feel like you have the community on the west coast of
37:31
this kind of, it's a little bit different here.
37:33
So I love the drag community in New York because it's so theatrical
37:37
and I have a B fa musical theater.
37:38
So from where and the, the American Musical and Dramatic Academy
37:44
So that's where I kind of got my roots in performing, you know
37:48
so I would love New York.
37:49
I always wanted to go to Broadway.
37:50
I don't have my driver's license because I always wanted to
37:53
You don't need my sister, everything.
37:58
I'm wondering um how do you even get into drag?
38:02
I'm really curious to hold this story.
38:04
So I, you know, gotta be, I moved out here when I was 17.
38:08
I grew up in the Bay Area, right?
38:09
Castro with my gay uncles because my parents were always working
38:12
because they had me real young.
38:13
So I was with my gay uncles in the Castro, gay, gay, gay, gay
38:16
So I always homosexual period.
38:19
Like how did you know, I feel like she was always a little sparkle
38:24
You know what I mean?
38:26
Honey, Selena was tired of me.
38:27
I think she died in like fuck up.
38:31
You know what I mean?
38:36
Can you, do you sing some of the Selena songs when you perform
38:39
I want to but I want to do it justice, you know.
38:41
So like I get very nervous especially because my name is Selena
38:44
I named myself after her.
38:46
So how did it happen?
38:47
How did you become a Well, so I was like, I got my B fa musical
38:49
theater and I was auditioning.
38:51
I was trying to be like a male dancer and all the like in Hollywood
38:54
No, like ma like v like, you know, not to say aren't but it's
39:02
Professional c choreography.
39:05
But the first thing they ask you when you walk into an audition
39:06
is take off your shirt and honey, I got chi chi, I got that.
39:09
That's why I'm a, well, these ones are not that they're not
39:13
that real, but like, I got a little bit of that than me.
39:20
Like, listen, I got mad.
39:21
She, she's always, since I was little, I was Gordito.
39:23
You know what I mean?
39:23
So I always struggle with that.
39:25
So, like, let me own that and call my name S Titties.
39:28
Um, so I got into drag because a friend of mine was doing drag
39:30
and I was choreographing for her, making her mixes and like
39:33
helping her costumes.
39:35
And one night she was in competition and she lost, she didn't
39:37
So I said, you did not do anything.
39:39
I said girl, let me do this sometimes if, if people don't be
39:42
taking, you gotta get in the, in the ring, you gotta let your
39:45
but you want, so you win and I want competitions and I got in
39:49
the gigs and I, I started making money and I'm performing,
39:53
So you started a show award winning, by the way, I love to play
39:59
on the words all of that.
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So talk to us about why you created that show up.
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So with my drag, I've been out here for, I've been doing drag
40:07
now for like 10 years almost and, and developing like who my
40:10
drag persona is and discovering who I am just growing up.
40:13
You know, and I, I, like y'all mentioned, I'm sober, just celebrated
40:18
So it's a lot of self development and growth that you do on yourself
40:23
So as I grow, as a person, my art grows with me and my art is a representation
40:29
So I, I was always very ashamed to be Latino, to be honest, you
40:32
know, growing up, I just didn't understand how I can succeed
40:36
When what I saw on TV was gossip girl, you know, White, you know
40:41
That's not my story.
40:42
It's not my parents' story.
40:43
So I used very ashamed and like, um I would go to pride.
40:47
Have y'all ever been to a pride before?
40:48
I haven't been to pride, but I've been to West Hollywood.
40:51
I was drunk like a few weeks ago.
40:54
It every day in West Hollywood, you know, so with pride and
40:58
like being a drag queen in the gig and I have to speak on it.
41:00
I have to be like, oh, I'm so proud to be gay.
41:02
I'm so proud to be gay.
41:03
And then as the years went on, I was like, how can I be proud of
41:06
who I am if I'm not proud to be Latino?
41:08
You know what I mean?
41:09
I think I went through a similar thing where it's like, I, I'm
41:13
I'm like, I really, I can't explore all facets of my art if I
41:15
don't really go and dig deeper into this part of myself.
41:19
And so what I had to do was work on that shame and how that, what
41:22
that looked like kind of was asking my mom like, hey, what was
41:25
it like for you to come over here?
41:27
You know, which I never did.
41:28
And I got to ask her before she passed away in January from cancer
41:32
So I've been dealing with that all year.
41:34
It's been really like hard.
41:36
But um you know, everything now is like for her, which is really
41:39
cool and for my dad and my sister.
41:42
So um asking her those questions and to hear that I was like
41:45
oh, shoot, my mom's got a story at 1617 years old coming over
41:49
The only one who survived her group of 13 people who are trying
41:52
to get over here, like my mom's a bad bitch.
41:54
You know what I mean?
41:55
I'm like, this is, this is where I'm coming from and for me to
41:59
create a life for myself that my mom came out here to create
42:02
for herself and her family.
42:03
It's all connected and it's like, makes me so proud of my mom
42:07
and everything, you know what I mean?
42:09
So something I really wanna ask about because especially
42:12
now in this society, so many people are turning to a lot of like
42:16
I know I've done it in the past where that's like drinking or
42:19
whatever it might be.
42:20
Um What, what was it for you that sparked you to go down your
42:25
I think everyone's having a hard time, especially right now
42:27
with the state of the world and no one can afford rent.
42:30
Like it's hard out in the street, you know.
42:32
So, um, I know for me when I was 21 1920 21 years old, I could not
42:38
I didn't know how to live life.
42:39
I went to musical theater school.
42:39
I'm tapped dance, singing, singing.
42:41
I don't know how to pay taxes.
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I don't know how to like pay my bills.
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So I didn't know what to do, but partying was cute, drinking
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and doing a little bit of this and that was cute.
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And then it just kinda got out of hand for me and I found Crystal
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meth and in the gay community it's very popular in the queer
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And, you know, they, they like to do K and G and depending on
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So I got all into that to the point where I, I was like homeless
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for two months and how yes, I had all my stuff in a bed bath and
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beyond shopping cart.
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It was like on the street, I found a drug dealer to go stay on
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But I had all my my cart on the side of the alley like it gets crazy
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you know, 12 years ago.
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So I got 21 years old.
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I found, you know, my sober community which is, like, really
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How did you find that?
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Um, this guy I met and did, was like, doing drugs with, he was
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like, oh, no, I did drugs.
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I, I was, I was gonna celebrate my 30 days today and I was like
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So I was like, oh, there's a whole programs and communities
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of sober people who help each other stay sober.
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And that's kind of what I found and it's helped me like stay
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So you chose to do that.
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Well, yeah, life was bad.
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You got to a point where you like this is for me.
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And you know, being so young, I didn't have career, the, the
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boyfriend, the house that I have nothing to lose.
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I hid it from them completely.
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So I got sober and then I told my dad and he was like, what if you
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were still communicating with people that you're going through
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You know, I'm really proud of you and I'm so proud of you and
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grateful that you're sharing that story with us.
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Yeah, I will say like you have, you have like the energy that
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No, nobody knew or a lot of people don't know what you're really
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Everything you've gone through blows my mind like being homeless
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and you know, all the, all the, you know, the addiction prior
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It's incredible to see the light that you have now.
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So thank you for inspiring us and telling us about that.
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So, girl, I heard you had a new game that you're getting ready
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So I created this show before drag race but now that I've been
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on drag race, I, you know, ok.
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Yeah, I can boost my, my situation.
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I'm gonna create a whole new version.
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But I wanna, I wanna introduce you guys to Lotteria.
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Do you guys wanna play games?
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Not cornish, not we got.
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Why is cornish kind of oh my God, we know about listen.
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So y'all played Loteria before.
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Y'all know lot never played before.
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This is what happens sometimes I played Dominican Bingo but
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IIII I, so, but it's good.
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So let me teach you.
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So um you know, when I created my show, I was like, what, where
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does Lotar come from?
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So in Mexico they created Lotar to teach their Children about
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So that's why a lot of the images are like El No.
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Uh you know, like I, so I was like, how can I bring this to gay
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spaces and queer spaces and teach about culture as I know it
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So II I threw in some of my own in there like we have las unas OK
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Oh, you don't have it on your book.
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They have it on baby hairs.
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I created my whole own version and listen.
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Basically it's Bingo, honey, I'm gonna call a card and you're
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going with your um popcorn kernels, you're gonna place it
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I was eating, I thought it was like, oh my God.
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So I'm gonna call out a card and then you're just gonna place
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it and you're gonna get four in a row is where we're gonna play
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If you get a line first, what do you have to yell?
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Just, just four in a?
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You can go up and down any four.
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If you win, you gotta yell out a lot and I have to hear you, honey
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you can't, you can't be like playing for a low prize.
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Can I, can I actually sing my theme song for you, bitch.
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Is the song, ok, ready, honey?
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Get ready for the game.
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Now, are you ready to play now?
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Get ready, get ready, get ready, get ready, get ready, get
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Now, everybody got your cards right?
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Who's ready to win tonight?
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You get a prize and you get a prize and you might lose.
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And Selina, I'm willing, I don't get ready to play, honey.
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All right, I want the competition out here we go.
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Started out with Ed Soldado, the soldier, honey, he just came
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back from, he's ready to see his wife.
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My wife is about to lay it down on.
47:18
La Campana is the bell, the bell.
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La Dama is the lady.
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Ok, so you use this late at night when you got, you don't have
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your man next to you la mano, la mano, honey.
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A drag queen's favorite treat.
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El Dolar the dollar, honey.
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Um In the straight world you give them to strippers but we're
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basically strippers with wigs on.
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Your ex boyfriend has diablito la Estrella the star uh uh over
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I don't know what the hell a heron is but that's what it is.
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Oh daddy is coming to save the damsel, honey.
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La Botha we're getting there.
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We have la Bandera the flag.
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I wanna win Escalera.
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You climb the ladder, honey.
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We have one right here and we have La Luna, honey.
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Ok, Rudolph the red Nosed Reindeer.
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How to OK, sorry, sorry.
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Oh El Mundo is the world the man.
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So it didn't work that I'm B of the drum.
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So when I shave the next day it feels like El No.
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Girl, I told you, what do we do with the ties then?
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Listen, I usually do a tiebreaker.
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We're gonna do a plazo meter by the audience.
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If you think Jess No is the winner.
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If you think I'm not at the winner video tonight, I see you guys
49:45
It works like a can we do a cheers?
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Can we do a cheer and then do we eat?
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Oh You don't like the white stuff?
50:06
Can you shout out your socials?
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Let us know if we can find you if I can find, I wanna play this
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So I'm gonna be revamped this because these are my old versions
50:13
So I create a whole new version that I'm gonna revamp and I'm
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bring the show back bigger and better than ever in January
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So um you can find me on at S Titties.
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That's es Titties, es titties.
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Titties on social media and come follow me.
50:26
Um I also brought presents for you guys.
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So I got, I just want to say to you really quick like my drag is
50:35
I, I do meet and greets, right?
50:37
I go to around the world and I meet people who come out to the
50:40
And I get a lot of Latina like young girls and moms and mothers
50:44
and the come out all together to come see me because they felt
50:46
so represented by me on the show.
50:48
And I always tell them y'all are the prototype.
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Y'all are the blueprint like with you guys are who I'm trying
50:54
to aspire to be as myself, you know.
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So y'all thank you guys so much for being so powerful and have
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being here and sharing your voices and like owning this shit
51:03
and being bad bitches that you are like y'all are what I try
51:08
So um I have a lot of merch and I wanted to give y'all my bandanas
51:13
So you know, when you know you're at home, you're making dinner
51:16
or something, you wanna tie that up.
51:17
So um it says my name on it.
51:19
But if you look really closely, the paisleys are titties.
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They got little nipples.
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Wait, wait, wait, wait, there are chi chi's everywhere on
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You can go to S titties.com and buy my merch and support these
51:37
So I can buy some melo tonight.
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Very fun and very corny episode.
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If you know what I mean?
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I'm Yvonne Rohan, I'm Jessica Flores.
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I'm Lolis Mora and I'm Selena S Tie's baby.
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And this is Girl 1000.
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