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Natasha Graziano and Salina EsTitties

Mega motivator Natasha Graziano explains how to attract what you want and Drag Race alum Salina EsTitties leads an unforgettable game of Eloteria.
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The one, the only Natasha Gracia.
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He is a best selling author and influence and thought leader
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with over 15 million social media followers.
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Someone go through a negative thought pattern in their mind
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You have to help them to let go of what they know to grow.
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He said, she said, my mum, do you want to carry on living their
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story?
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My mum told me this.
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So now I can't do this.
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You're living in the past and they're stealing from your future
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How can I be proud of who I am?
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If I'm not proud to be Latino asking my mom like, hey, what was
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it like for you to come over here and to hear that I was like,
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oh shoot coming over here.
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The only one who survived her group of 13 people who were trying
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to get over here like my mom's a bad bitch.
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You know what a bad bitch.
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What's up?
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What's up?
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We're back with another amazing episode of girl.
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Let me tell you, I'm here with my beautiful co-host, Jessie
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and glory.
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Finally, you guys, you guys love you our asses off this year
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It's been a journey.
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You guys I feel like I know you more than maybe some other people
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in my life.
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Honestly.
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Intimate.
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Well, the thing is, is when you're in a work environment with
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someone and I know people can really, you really kind of get
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to know someone.
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It's almost like a relationship because you see them under
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pressure, you see them in like weird situations.
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Like we were all, I wanna give a pat in the back because I'm the
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worst at team work.
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But I really showed up.
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I think you did a really good job because you keep saying you
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you did.
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But I think you showed up like 99.999% of the time.
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If I were to rewind time, they put us on a couch together on our
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first audition and we had no idea who each other were with each
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other.
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Jessica.
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Yeah.
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Yeah.
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I didn't know either of you but now I do and I'm just so grateful
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for like the experience to be the three different girls from
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three different worlds coming together and making magic
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happen.
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And it just goes to show that like unconditional love exists
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If you can just like go with the flow, you know what I mean?
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OK.
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So I have a question for you guys.
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What was the toughest lesson you guys learned this year?
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Oh My God, the whole year.
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Not even like on this show.
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Just like in general, toughest lesson you guys learned this
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year.
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Completely candid.
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Oh my God.
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It's, you know what for me, I, I don't know, this is a lot because
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you know, I'm gonna reflect like in my apartment.
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But I think working on the narrative that I tell myself, I think
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sometimes that I'll create a story line and then it'll come
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out and it's not like the most positive.
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So like working on the script of like, what is, this is my script
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So like there throughout the year, there were moments that
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I was like, oh my God, like what if this person have my, my best
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interest in mind or like, what if this venue doesn't wanna
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work with me?
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And I was kinda like creating these negative stories instead
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of like, maybe not taking things so personal.
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Yeah, like maybe like, yeah, like I'm not taking things so
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personal to me.
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Obviously, the strike really sucked.
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But I, I mean, we all had to all go through it.
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But I think the biggest thing for me was like, there were so
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many moments where I dishonored my intuition that I dishonored
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myself in like my relationship in certain situations where
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like I knew I shouldn't be doing this or I didn't wanna do it
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I knew it was wrong but I like went with it because I was trying
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to prove a point or like, you know, stick with the situation
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even though maybe it's supposed to be done.
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You know what I mean, so like dishonoring it, but I don't regret
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it because I knew because I, I like, went from like a bird's
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eye view and I know that like, the, the outcome will be greater
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if I stay in it.
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It was kind of like, you know, sacrificing, but at the same
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time being confident of the outcome, but I felt so many moments
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I'm like, what am I doing?
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Like, I know I sh this is not right.
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You know what I mean?
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I think um when it comes to friendships and relationships
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I've, I feel like I finally have found like an easier way to
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I guess, like, really clean cut people off when I need to.
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I, I had like one instance in particular this year where there
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was a girl that I met and I thought she was great and I welcomed
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her into my life.
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I mean, quickly into my life, like quickly into my personal
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life.
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I would open up to her about all these things, you know, soon
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come to find she was, you know, just completely sabotaging
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me behind the scenes and that those moments really hurt you
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in your life and they like really, honestly, they messed with
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me this year.
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And I think what I the tough lesson I've learned is, yeah, I
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think there's a lot of great people in the world, but you need
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to just be so careful about who you're really letting into
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your life.
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Like that like, don't be so quick to be like, you look like a
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great person.
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I think I had read somewhere.
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It's like positive projecting, you're like projecting that
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you know, you're not gonna go into somebody's life and try
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to mess with or have bad intentions.
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So you think the whole world is like that?
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Not all the time.
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What are sketchy people?
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What's something that you're proud of?
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I'm proud that I did my first like kind of series regular show
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on Hulu.
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And it came out even though during the strike, I was proud of
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that accomplishment like that.
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Like the growth of the Ivana warriors.
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Love you the warrior.
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Yeah, Ivana warriors, they love you.
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Everyone, everyone that I talk to my God.
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Like I remember I brought you to a comedy show and they're like
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is she the girl Hulu was like, yeah.
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Yeah, they're like, oh, where's the girl?
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Where's Ruby?
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I was like Ivana.
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Yeah, I mean, I think sometimes you don't see yourself outside
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of like your window.
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But like everyone was like, oh my God, it's, I mean, there were
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a lot of people that were like watching, what's your proudest
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moment?
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You know, I usually do career thing, but this year I'm proud
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of getting on a plane over and over.
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I would, I would and, you know, I've been working on it and,
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you know, we went, we did the hypnotism.
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Um But I'm really proud of myself for overcoming that fear
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because I don't think people understand how scary it is to
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like, I just, it wasn't something I'm really afraid of and
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like getting on here and coming out here and, like leaving
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my nieces.
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It was really hard for me.
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I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna cry.
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I told myself I was gonna cry.
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Turn off the camera.
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But yeah, I'm just proud of myself for pushing myself out of
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my comfort zone.
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Don't cry.
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It's just been really hard this year.
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But I'm not crying.
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I'm not crying.
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Not Yeah, I just like being on a plane is really scary.
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And I'm just proud of myself for like, yeah, like pushing myself
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to come out here and, and be scared and I'm, but I'm good.
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That's what I'm proud of.
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I know.
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Oh my God, thank you.
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Your whole life just changed the whole thing.
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Oh my God, your whole life is changing as we speak, but I'm as
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we speak.
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I'm going through it.
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Jessica, your turn.
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Don't be looking at me.
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No, I just love the vulnerability and I love that you're vulnerable
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makes everybody here wanna be more vulnerable.
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But the other thing I wanna say is this podcast because to be
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honest, you guys, we're living in a talking about this podcast
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has been literally life saving as well.
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It's been, here's the thing like this day and age to come on
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a camera and like to be so open about so many different topics
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that can be controversial.
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It can be, you know, people might have their opinion or not
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agree with you or attack you or pass judgment on you without
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really knowing you very scary.
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But also like having three Latinas on this show run by so many
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Latina women and men out here.
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Like, it's something that I've never, I wish, I wish the audience
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could feel the support and the love and just, I've never been
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in a working environment like this, I feel safe and I feel prepared
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and just ready to go and like, no matter where I land, I know
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I'm gonna be caught like with somebody and someone.
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So like, it's also nice to know that this exists.
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You know, that's something I'm so proud of to be able to say
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that we got to experience this, you know, what are some things
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may I know it's doing the positive.
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But I know for me like maybe like a small thing that I'm not super
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proud of, you know, you're not proud of it.
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I could be a diva.
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And I'm trying to ask myself, I think something I'm working
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on is the fine line of like, hey, this is my standard versus
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like adaptability.
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So I think that's, I guess maybe that makes me a diva but like
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have you ever been a diva?
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Maybe not in the workplace but like any where?
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Yeah, I've been a diva.
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I think I'm only a deal with, with my mom, with your mom.
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Yeah, like that's the only time this is because I'm like mom
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where is help me with my hair, like help me.
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I am like help me do this.
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Like, you know, I expect her because she's always there for
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me.
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But like other than that I try to keep it, she folds the panties
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try to keep it.
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Yeah, she, she maleta and all the car.
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Did you, have you ever been a diva?
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Um, in like in a work setting?
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Uh I don't think so.
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Maybe, maybe she's Colombian.
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What is a diva?
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And when can you be a diva?
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So I could not get in trouble.
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You never know what is, I think divas are just confident in
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what they want and aren't afraid to say it and aren't afraid
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to say it.
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But when someone sometimes expresses that can come off as
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aggressive, well, then we're aggressive but I, I'm sorry
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it's ok for me to be a di OK, thank you.
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I got the green player.
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People earn the right.
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I feel like that, you know, Hollywood has this, you know, the
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people like J Lo J Lo is a diva.
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Diva.
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Nicky might have to be to get to that level, right?
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To like be, you know, a diva is that I think you have to earn it
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or it sounds like there's levels to diva.
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I know like with divas like we were talking about in Hollywood
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you need to operate at a certain level, which is actually
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why I'm really, really excited about our guest that's gonna
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be coming on and literally right now, Natasha Graciano, she
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is like, she's gonna bring all the energy when I say this girl
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operates at a million and it's for a reason you guys are gonna
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find out, don't wanna miss it, trust me.
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And then we have another Diva Selena who's gonna help us, you
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know?
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Right.
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Did I say it?
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Right?
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No, I got my cities out for her.
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You know, we all do.
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We all do.
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I knew there was a, there was some sort of influence we're exploring
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really owning our diva selves in different forms.
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So I'm excited.
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We'll be right back.
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What you're doing is you're copying and pasting the same dude
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in a different outfit every time because you're saying universe
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I don't mind being treated like this.
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Let's do it again.
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All right, you guys, we're back and we are so ready to introduce
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the one.
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The only Natasha Gracia.
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Are they incredible?
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All right, girl, I need to do this intro because you have done
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so many incredible things.
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Natasha is a best selling author and influential thought
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leader with over 15 million social media followers, is dedicated
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to transforming lives through neuroscience and ancient
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wisdom from over homelessness as a single mama featured in
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top tier publications such as The New York Times and Forbes
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Natasha's expertise has garnered over 1 billion OK.
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Billion with the million views and inspired positive transformation
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Whoa.
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That's mouthful.
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She's real love you.
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I love, oh my God, I love you.
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First of all, Bling Bling.
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Bling Bling, I heard so many things in that paragraph.
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Home.
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First of all homeless, second of all, like billion views.
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How did, where did wait, tell us about your story to begin with
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for a long story.
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But like the very 18 year old you 18 year old me, she's like,
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got a big dream.
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She lives in the UK.
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She was a farm girl.
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I grew up in a, like a farm.
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Cows were my best friends.
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Like she knew my name is.
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You do.
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Yes, babe, I loved it but I was wearing high heels in the farm
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So I was like, yo, I wanna do something with my life but I didn't
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know what.
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So anyway, I didn't go into TV, in the UK and start to grow my
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name.
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All of a sudden on the other side of that, I find myself in a downward
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spiral.
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I suddenly find myself getting depressed, getting lonely
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getting weak.
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This is before I got married and had my kid and I was like, oh
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my God, where am I going?
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And all of a sudden, I'm a webcam girl who is finding herself
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doing way too many drugs and I'm caught in this web of going
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downwards after I fast forward I get married.
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I have my child.
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And then suddenly I have this breakthrough.
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I'm at a really low point.
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I've just overcome an illness, still trying to overcome it
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after I have my son.
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And I'm like, I can't go back to the drugs.
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I can't go back to where I was.
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And then in that moment I decided to commit to something different
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I decided I am not gonna stay in this rut, but it was only because
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of the voice I was hearing of Denzel Washington.
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I know I was listening to speech, I was listening to Denzel
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Washington on youtube to his motivation speech saying this
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is just temporary, you're gonna overcome this, you're gonna
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get out of this plane is just temporary.
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And I realized maybe this is just temporary.
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Maybe what I'm going through is not forever.
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Maybe it's just now and maybe I can do something different
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in my life.
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So then I realized how about I start writing a story about myself
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a new story.
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So I decided to write a story being the main character in my
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movie.
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And I started writing about myself in the past tense.
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I started writing a new dream about myself.
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She's gonna get out of here.
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She's gonna make some money.
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She's gonna move to America, she's gonna be, use her voice
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and become somebody and that's how it all began.
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Oh That's amazing.
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I am my God.
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Oh my God.
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When was, when was like your first moment that you like that
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you had a 1st, 1st speech or your first video that like went
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viral.
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How did this work?
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You, you wrote the script and then what was the next step?
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So the next step was I reached out, I had an Instagram following
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already.
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So I reached out to somebody who was in a self development space
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because I knew I wanted to get into coach and get into motivational
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speaking because I had this message come to, I'm going to be
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a motivational speaker.
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Bear in mind at the time, I had an overactive thyroid.
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I was on heart medication and medication trying to get myself
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better.
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So I was like, what do you mean?
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I'm gonna be a motivational speaker.
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Like I can barely look after my son, let alone help somebody
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else.
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But I knew I wanted to be a role model for him and somebody else
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in the world.
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So I started doing a podcast which wasn't a podcast at the time
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It was just a Zoom show that I stuck on my Instagram.
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Somebody said yes and it went viral because that one person
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said yes.
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The next person said yes.
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And all of a sudden now I have people like will I am Jar Rule Steve
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Aoki, massive stars on my show.
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I started going on stages.
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I remember the very first time I went on stage and I remember
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standing on my coffee table at home in London and I was standing
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on it in my high heels that I was going to wear on the stage on
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the day and I was holding a hairbrush and I was rehearsing it
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to my son and my partner at the time and I was like, I'm gonna
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do this and I, I just started doing it and I started just preaching
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life into the sofa into him.
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And I realized that I'm gonna do this for someone else.
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This is bigger than me now.
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And little by little, you know, all of a sudden you go from doing
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that was my first stage back after COVID 3000 people to now
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I'm headlining in July to 70,000 people.
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Oh, yeah.
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So you had to really garner those skills or do you think that
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was something in you, you already had that you didn't even
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know you had, being able to connect with that many people?
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I feel like it was innate.
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Like I always had a voice channel.
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Yeah.
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Like I was always the person who would get up at the fashion
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show host, the shows.
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I was always someone who wanted to use my voice, but it was about
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using my voice in a way to help people.
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And people say, wow, you have a way like you go up, you go down
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you go loud, you go quiet, you just use your voice in a way.
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But I think that's just innate within me, I now have clients
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I coach how to do it because I know now I watch myself.
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Oh, that's what I do.
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But I don't know.
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You coach them how to speak or do you coach them in other ways
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I can like, if they have negative thoughts, what is something
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that you do during that coaching or tell them during the coaching
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that has helped?
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If someone's going through a negative thought pattern in
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their mind, you have to retrain them to let go of the familiar
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past and step into a new version of them.
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You have to help them to let go of what they know to grow.
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You have to help them to say that was who I was, but who do I want
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to be?
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So I would make them write down all their negative thoughts
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and then start working on some new thought training processes
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to basically use their voice through writing it down in the
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past tense about what they want the same way I manifested my
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life.
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How do you approach somebody who's coming from a really negative
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space that you're coaching?
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So I allowed them to talk about it, but I don't really need to
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hear the details.
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That's what therapy's for.
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I do therapy, three years and 15 minutes.
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So you'll come to me, it's just the feeling I need to know.
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He said, she said, my mum, do you want to carry on living their
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story?
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My mum told me this.
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So now I can't do this.
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You're living in the past and they're stealing from your future
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Pause.
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What are you feeling?
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I don't know.
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I'm feeling unworthy.
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Great.
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Let's start there.
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You're feeling unworthy.
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It doesn't matter what has happened.
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It's about getting rid of that feeling of unworthiness and
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building you up to feel worthy.
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So all the, the details and the bits in between, that's why
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I can speak to an audience of so many people and it reach everybody
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because I don't need to go into the details of what you went
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through and he went through.
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That's their story.
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The over lining thing is everybody, everybody you're talking
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to has their own, their own things happening in their life
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But what you're speaking on is so general like anybody could
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take what you're saying and really implement it in your life
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Well, it's like with love, right?
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People come to me like I keep attracting douche bags.
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Well, honey, what are you playing?
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Sorry, you let's do this.
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OK?
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I, I feel like I keep needy men like me that just need to be saved
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and it's like I wanna be saved.
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I just, I'm always helping men and I just, I'm tired of being
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like, you're tired of character developing them.
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I'm tired of character developing and like being in a like
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a like situation is back to back like, OK, so that is because
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what you're doing is you're copying and pasting the same dude
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in a different outfit every time because you're saying universe
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I don't mind being treated like this.
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Let's do it again.
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So you got to say I am not doing this anymore.
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I don't want to be treated like this anymore.
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I want a different vibe.
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Now you write your list of 100 things you want in your partner
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10 things they look like.
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Oh girl, it's so fun.
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10 things they look like 10 things you'll do together.
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10 things that you will feel together.
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You told me in the green room and I said I had a boyfriend.
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You were like, oh, I can get you down the aisle with him soon
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I was like, wait, how, how do you do that?
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So that's one of my fortes.
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I've had three marriages and four people engaged to this day
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right now.
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I have helped that many people get married.
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I love, love.
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How do I do it when you're with somebody?
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And you've been with them for a few years.
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First of all, you're on the back end, you're on the back end
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Now, if you are with somebody for that long and they haven't
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put a ring on your fingers because again, you've allowed that
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behavior, baby, I got engaged after like five days and married
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after three months, the first time, same vibe.
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You do not have to wait to make them do it.
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You tell them what's up, you sit them down, you k sweetie, cook
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them a beautiful dinner.
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And you say, OK, we're talking.
18:52
So now you've had the most amazing five days together, 10 days
18:54
together, three weeks together.
18:55
Hey, let's say three months together and whatever the time
18:58
is for you and it feels good.
18:59
Do you really want to be with this person?
19:01
If the answer is yes, you and say to them.
19:03
So I wanna see if you're serious about this.
19:06
I can be with whoever I want as you can.
19:09
I've chosen you, you've chosen me.
19:10
Do you wanna commit to this?
19:11
They say yay or nay.
19:13
If they say yeah, you're in a good place, you say, OK, so I need
19:16
you to stand up and I need you to say if you wanna commit to this
19:20
because if you don't then sit the fuck down.
19:22
So the man behind you can stand up and that's it.
19:27
And everybody in the back leg is like everyone, you're feeling
19:30
it, we're getting, I need you to stand up because if you don't
19:35
then sit the fuck down and stand up and come back and you have
19:40
to go in with that confidence the time you're like, oh you know
19:44
I just, you know, maybe I'm gonna lose them if I behave like
19:49
that.
19:49
What if he like he feels like he's forced into it and he doesn't
19:52
he's not forced.
19:52
You've been an amazing person.
19:54
You've done all the things you do for them.
19:55
What's their love language?
19:56
If it's food and do food, if it's snacks of service and feelings
20:00
you've already played into it, you're perfect.
20:02
Then if they don't stand up, you walk away temporarily.
20:06
Do not be scared.
20:07
Do not be scared that they are gonna disappear.
20:09
You walk away and say, you know what?
20:10
I had an amazing time with you and I'm gonna bounce when you're
20:14
ready to stand down.
20:16
You let me know you walk away.
20:17
Do not answer his calls for one week.
20:19
Honey, he's buying a ring.
20:20
He's coming to your house.
20:21
Well, he's already, he's already there.
20:24
I literally when I date somebody, if they do not, if I don't
20:28
feel like you're gonna step up.
20:30
Oh sweetie, I'm like shame.
20:32
Don't worry about it.
20:33
Three weeks later, I'm already publicizing somebody else
20:36
who's bigger than you.
20:38
Who's more famous than you.
20:39
Who's kinder than you?
20:41
Who's what, what, how is she?
20:43
Well, of course I am.
20:45
What do you mean?
20:45
I mean?
20:46
Of course you were lined up behind you.
20:47
Like what you thought you were number one?
20:49
No, honey, if you wanna be number 123, stand up.
20:53
That's it.
20:54
You just, you wait, wait, do you wanna know the crazy?
20:57
I need to take a break because it was like I need not take a break
21:00
I need some, wait, the craziest part about hearing this right
21:03
now is there, there was a guy that I was, you know, kind of talking
21:06
to and like it was very casual.
21:07
He'd hit me up, we'd send memes here and there and then finally
21:09
I sent him a message recently and I'm like, look, this is what
21:11
I'm looking for.
21:12
I'm not looking to play around kind of similar, not as like
21:16
that, but I, the fuck off say that.
21:20
I said a voice note.
21:22
Dad, I'm like, you not, you're, you're not in this state but
21:26
I'm like sending you a voice note, sit down from like wherever
21:29
you at.
21:29
No.
21:30
Um But I kind of sent him a similar upfront thing.
21:34
Oh my God.
21:35
He is like having these like in, you know, real life conversations
21:40
with me about what your, you know what my future looks like
21:42
So when you're saying this, I'm like, she's right like it is
21:45
so true.
21:46
When you let a man just kind of dilly dally, they will do that
21:49
They've been with me for years.
21:52
But that's because you're saying to them it's OK.
21:54
So what you do is the final part, you write what you change your
21:57
words about yourself.
21:58
You're saying I'm gonna push over no boo from now on, I'm empowered
22:01
I'm amazing and love is attracted to me.
22:04
I am a magnet to love.
22:05
That's your new mantra.
22:06
Every day, every day, every day, every day.
22:10
Look in the mirror, look in the mirror, I'm magnet.
22:11
I'm a magnet.
22:13
I'm a magnet to love.
22:15
If you're watching this right now.
22:16
Tag that yourself or this shows I'm a magnet to love.
22:20
Tag me Natasha Graziano.
22:22
Tag the show and boom, I'll repost my face.
22:24
We need a lot of people saying I'm a magnet to love.
22:28
II, I always love coming forward.
22:32
Natasha.
22:32
It's time to get into our Caito.
22:34
No more segment where we talk about things that we're often
22:37
hushed about.
22:38
We're gonna get into it a little bit deeper.
22:44
Have you ever felt an overwhelming call to embark on a new journey
22:48
How did this moment shape your path forward?
22:50
Well, my whole career was like an overwhelming cool, you know
22:53
who was I, I was a webcam girl like I had no experience in motivational
22:57
speaking.
22:57
But what I did have was a story.
22:59
What I did have was a story that needed to be shared with the
23:02
world to save somebody.
23:04
The reason I do what I do is because I saved a life last week,
23:07
two weeks before I saved somebody's daughter because of my
23:10
work.
23:11
So that is a calling from within.
23:13
Everybody has a calling.
23:14
Every single person watching here right now has a calling
23:18
Everyone has something within them.
23:20
And that feeling to go out and do it is you have to follow and
23:23
if you don't, you'll just suppress your purpose.
23:27
And if you suppress your purpose, you die inside and I've been
23:29
there.
23:30
Oh my God.
23:32
I've been thinking about sometimes I think about my purpose
23:34
might be too big.
23:35
Is that like, I never, never too big.
23:38
I was, I was on the, I wanna work with you on this.
23:40
I feel like I've been getting all the one on one counseling
23:43
and I'm like on the plane.
23:44
I was like, OK, I have this vision.
23:45
Like, is it crazy?
23:47
Like I'm like, maybe I'm doing too much.
23:49
Like, am I gonna get a brain aneurysm by overthinking?
23:52
And I don't know, but I have this calling like I ha I have to do
23:55
this.
23:56
If nobody else does it, I like it won't get done if I don't do
23:58
it.
23:58
If nobody does it for you, that's how it works, right?
24:01
Nobody is gonna do it for you.
24:02
So you have to do it for yourself when you feel the desire to
24:06
do it, go, when you feel the urge to do something go, you know
24:10
those inspiration moments when you're like, oh my God, I
24:12
need to call this person and then something really good comes
24:15
of it that's called intuition.
24:17
Tap into that more whenever you feel inspired, it's called
24:21
inspired action.
24:22
Take it, take the, take the action, how has the industry treated
24:28
you differently than men that advocate for themselves?
24:32
So the industry is run by men that I'm in, in particular.
24:38
So yes.
24:39
So you're kind of like a special ordeal, the fact that you're
24:42
a female in my field.
24:45
However, sometimes it's like until you come out with a voice
24:49
like mine.
24:49
It's like, oh, she just be like the rest.
24:51
So you'll look down upon almost until you prove yourself until
24:56
you go so much bigger than most of the men in that field.
24:59
And then you come up there and you're like, I'm doing this for
25:02
the females.
25:03
There should be way more like when people say to me, who's your
25:05
idol, who is the person that you look up to in your field?
25:08
I'm like, what?
25:10
Well, I'm the combination.
25:11
If Oprah and Kim Kardashian had a threesome with Tony Robbins
25:14
I'm the love child.
25:15
Like I don't know anybody above me.
25:18
I'm paving the way for the females who are younger than me.
25:20
No one older than me, right?
25:23
So everybody's like, I'm paving that the pot, you know, I go
25:26
out there and I do a completely different thing.
25:28
Oh my gosh, that's incredible.
25:30
Ok, we're gonna go into the next one.
25:32
All right.
25:33
When have you felt powerless in your career?
25:36
We're gonna go ahead and get back into that after the break
25:38
I'm super excited to hear this.
25:39
Obviously, you're super powered, but we're all human and
25:41
I'm sure you've gone through those roller coaster of emotions
25:44
So we're gonna be answering that when we get back.
25:46
A lot of people are gonna be like, oh, it's so emotional bitch
25:49
please.
25:50
If you do not fit into my life the way that I am in a high elevated
25:55
place, move on OK, girl.
25:58
So when have you felt powerless in your career?
26:01
Has that happened at any point?
26:04
Yeah, I think I felt powerless a few times.
26:08
Not just once.
26:09
I felt powerless in terms of, I have to wait or had to wait for
26:14
people to take me seriously as a woman coming up for the first
26:18
time going on big stages, you know, a lot of it's out of your
26:22
control until you turn the tables around.
26:25
I say what is in my control?
26:27
And that's when I created a podcast.
26:28
That's when I created my own life, my own stages.
26:31
If somebody does, doesn't open a door for you, go and open your
26:35
own.
26:36
Hey, man, I, I'm literally battling this as we speak because
26:39
I just stand up.
26:40
So I just feel like a lot of what you're saying is resonating
26:42
with me where like, I wasn't taking it seriously or like men
26:45
were being really like berating and like, I wasn't getting
26:47
books.
26:48
I was like, I'm gonna start my own shit.
26:49
So I was just kind of, I think you're saying that is kind of like
26:52
affirming like, just do your own stuff.
26:54
Yes, absolutely.
26:56
Just go out there and make the way for yourself.
26:59
Nobody's gonna do it for you.
27:01
What does success look like to you and then reverse engineer
27:05
it if success to you is being out there in the world nailing
27:08
it in your career in a certain way.
27:11
OK.
27:11
Great.
27:11
So that's where you want to get to script about it.
27:14
Write about it in the past tense as though it's already happened
27:17
and then work backwards, work backwards, work backwards
27:20
OK.
27:20
I'm gonna do this.
27:21
If I do this.
27:22
If I go to this place, if I meet with these people, if I connect
27:25
with this community success, feels like this.
27:28
What did I do right before that.
27:30
A notepad, I literally a thing But I was doing this on the plane
27:35
I was like, this is the end result.
27:37
I don't wanna tell anybody because it's like really big.
27:39
But II I saw this end result.
27:40
I'm like, OK, this is what I'm doing now.
27:42
I'm trying to fill in those gaps, bridge the gap between the
27:45
life you're living now to where you wanna get to, you just bridge
27:48
it.
27:48
How can I bridge the gap?
27:50
It could be in love, it could be in life, it could be in career
27:53
it could be in family, everything you can do it for everything
27:56
You just script it every single, it's like going to the gym
27:59
the science behind it.
28:00
I did a whole ted talk on this.
28:02
You go to the gym once.
28:03
Well, you think you're going to come out with that dream body
28:05
after one time that you have to, you came to this third master
28:13
for five hours, you have to go again and again and again, like
28:18
scripting, you've got to write about it every single day until
28:21
you get there until you start to see wins.
28:23
But remember, don't shun the small wins when you have a small
28:27
win, don't shun it, don't it?
28:29
When you have a win, which is small, don't shun it when you have
28:33
some salute it in gratitude.
28:36
Look at it and celebrate it when I win.
28:38
Small.
28:38
I win big because that just shows me.
28:40
It works.
28:41
Thank you.
28:41
Universe.
28:42
That's confirmation.
28:43
I'm getting closer to my goals.
28:46
Oh my gosh.
28:48
OK.
28:48
Is there such thing as selfish scripting?
28:51
Oh That's interesting.
28:52
That's a really interesting question.
28:53
No, your script about yourself.
28:55
But there is such thing as doing it only for you where it doesn't
28:59
benefit somebody else.
29:00
You'll find it either easy come, easy go.
29:03
I really want this car, you'll manifest it and all of a sudden
29:04
it's out of your life when you script for the greater good.
29:09
When I script that I want to reach a billion people in my lifetime
29:12
everything that I want in between that is for other people
29:17
The houses and the cars I have are an ad lib are a bonus to my lifestyle
29:22
The material things are a bonus.
29:24
That's not what I'm scripting about.
29:26
Do what you love so much that you get paid for it, do what you
29:29
do so good that you make money from it and all the things you
29:32
buy a benefit.
29:33
But when you write down, I wanna earn $10 million a year, even
29:35
just 100,000 a year, right?
29:38
For yourself of I wanna be able to give to charity like I built
29:41
my first school in Guatemala, which is my dream and I'm building
29:45
my second this year, it was a dream to be able to do that.
29:49
I already give back with my work, but to be able to make money
29:52
so I can give back like that and build a whole school for 600
29:55
kids.
29:56
So that's why when I script I'm doing it, I wanna also like piggy
30:00
back on.
30:01
You know, I think this is great that we're having this conversation
30:04
at the end of the year.
30:05
When the New Year's upon us.
30:06
How can we get prepared to be motivated to have a great successful
30:11
2024?
30:13
What are you doing?
30:16
This is the time when everyone says I'm gonna go chill.
30:20
I'm gonna go sit down, relax and next year we'll meet next year
30:23
I'll start my project sweetie.
30:25
My year it starts 14 months long.
30:28
It starts in November.
30:30
The crazy number is 75% of people quit their New Year resolutions
30:33
That's the recent data by February the first.
30:37
That's why there's no point in doing it.
30:38
So you start them as goals, you script it.
30:40
This is what I want to do and then I write it in the past tense
30:42
and I stick them on post it notes all around my house.
30:45
That's so interesting.
30:46
I keep thinking to myself like, oh, it's like, it's a strategy
30:48
I'm like, scaling his business, but I, I didn't realize I was
30:50
scripting my life.
30:51
I'm like, everything that I do is like, so like, I already have
30:54
like, what I want to be doing all the post it all over your house
30:57
to remind you.
30:58
Yes.
30:58
And then my goals and I'm gonna go towards them.
31:01
And I was like, wow, I have a lot of goals for 24.
31:03
I look at, is there such thing as too many goals or no?
31:06
I, I think you can go off course you can sidestep.
31:09
So the thing you don't want to do right now is that we come to
31:11
the end of the year, start writing goals.
31:12
Like I wanna open a cake store and I wanna go and be a pianist
31:16
and I wanna learn three languages.
31:18
That's OK.
31:18
The languages part because that's like an ad lib.
31:20
But, and I also want to start a business in coaching.
31:22
Ok, sweetie, that's a lot of different things.
31:25
You're gonna sidestep, become amazing at one thing and then
31:28
go on to the next.
31:29
So that's you don't want to sidestep.
31:31
But goals in the same field are fine or similar fields, mutual
31:35
feel.
31:36
Does it hurt to lose people because they don't fit into your
31:39
life?
31:39
Script?
31:40
Has that ever happened many times?
31:42
And no, I'm sorry, like I'm cut throat with it.
31:44
A lot of people are gonna be like, oh it's so emotional bitch
31:47
please.
31:48
If you do not fit into my life, the way that I am in a high elevated
31:53
place, move on.
31:54
I do not have any friends from school, apart from one Nats Getty
31:57
who's a really famous transgender icon, married to Gigi Gorgeous
32:01
who's also a really famous transgender icon.
32:04
And that's it.
32:06
I don't know anybody I went to school with because they treated
32:10
me in a certain way and they are not the same that I want to be
32:14
around today.
32:15
So I decided to redesign my life.
32:17
I make new friends along the way.
32:19
As I go, I have friends from the industry who I've stayed in
32:21
touch with now for five years.
32:23
But some people I have got friends for 15 years.
32:25
I'm like, well done.
32:26
Yeah, I'm like, well done.
32:27
You know what?
32:27
That's amazing because that means you grew together.
32:29
But if you do not have people that are amazing to you, sweetie
32:32
cut them out, it doesn't mean I'm saying fuck you.
32:35
But it means saying I emotionally cut the cord between me and
32:40
you like the umbilical cord and I just move on.
32:44
Can I have a question?
32:45
That might be a little bit like vanity metrics.
32:47
Do you think that the people you follow?
32:48
Like, let's say you feel that way about someone that makes
32:51
you feel that way?
32:51
Do you think it's wrong to unfollow somebody that doesn't
32:54
fit your script.
32:55
So it's funny when IIII I come, I come across it all the time
32:59
and I, I look at people and I'm like, should I unfollow you?
33:03
Like, I don't vibe with you and, or I don't know why I'm still
33:06
following you and you're somebody who was once my friend.
33:09
No, unfollow.
33:11
Every time I debate it, I unfollow and then they'll maybe come
33:15
to me and say, oh, hey, you unfollow me.
33:16
I'm like, sweetie.
33:17
Wow.
33:18
We spoke in 2018 but you still give a shit.
33:22
Then why did you not say, how are you?
33:25
Oh, congratulations on giving birth to your son.
33:28
I don't have time for it.
33:29
Oh boo, you should be around me more the energy.
33:32
You cannot play at a 10 out of and do what I do on the level to millions
33:36
of people.
33:37
If you do not stay in this zone to stay in this zone, you can't
33:42
have people around you who are bringing you down.
33:45
Do you ever have like lee room for people?
33:47
Because human are so humans are like onions like we have any
33:50
h and you know, our friends are going through their own issues
33:53
and problems and a lot of them are as mentally tough.
33:55
Like, do you ever have any, I guess space in leeway to like,
33:59
be patient with them or are you just like, yeah, if somebody
34:03
is going through something, then I'll be like, you know, do
34:05
you want to talk about it and then I give them that moment.
34:09
But the thing is I have time for you.
34:11
I'm there for you.
34:11
I text my friends all the time, my people and I'm like anything
34:14
I can do for you, let me know anything I want to promote your
34:17
product to my followers.
34:18
You want me to come hang with you and your kids, whatever it
34:21
is, whatever I can do to add value to your life.
34:24
But if somebody comes to me over and over and over, I'm having
34:28
such a bad day.
34:30
I'm so depressed, I'm going through this, I'm going through
34:32
that.
34:33
You know what?
34:33
We've all got things we're going through.
34:36
And so at that point, you have to just decide, are they adding
34:39
value to their life and your life or they blowing out your candle
34:44
I am beyond inspired.
34:47
I feel like I could fly and we have to wrap it up.
34:52
But thank you so much Natasha for like these like 10 minutes
34:55
or 20 minutes.
34:56
I don't even know.
34:57
I wish it was 1000 minutes because I feel like I would like,
35:02
you know, like so motivated and it's so like can, can you shout
35:07
out your soul?
35:07
So people can see where to find you for sure.
35:09
So you find me on every platform just under my name Natasha
35:13
Graciano.
35:14
I'm everywhere you'll be able to follow it, come and see this
35:17
kind of content every day, you know, just wake up and just go
35:20
boo put the notifications on seal.
35:22
Like I was gonna say that I'm doing every second of the day.
35:25
Not, I'm gonna be hours and hours on the talk.
35:29
I think I'm ready for an inspired cocktail.
35:32
I had to, it's time to join it at the side bar after the break
35:36
I know for me when I was 21 I didn't know what to do, but partying
35:39
was cute, drinking and doing a little bit of this and that was
35:42
cute.
35:42
And I found Crystal Meth and in the gay community it's very
35:45
popular in the queer community.
35:47
And then it just kinda got out of hand.
35:50
Natasha's stuff was incredible.
35:53
You guys.
35:55
And I'm ready to change my life.
35:58
I'm getting upset right now, but we have more guests.
36:00
We have another guest on the show.
36:02
I'm really excited for a second guest.
36:04
It's the moment we've all been waiting for.
36:06
She's a cholita plus size ghetto superstar known most recently
36:10
for her appearance on Rupaul's drag race season 15 World of
36:14
Wonder vh1.
36:15
Her original drag shows E Lotteria and Shark bait Sundays
36:19
have received tremendous acclaim.
36:21
The former being voted the best drag show of 2022 in Los Angeles
36:25
Blade.
36:25
Her 11 years of sobriety and extensive experiences in the
36:28
industry have led her to unapologetically share every little
36:31
piece of herself with an audience.
36:33
She can, I need you to give a warm Welcome, start.
36:35
Clapping are clapping are clapping.
36:44
Hey, hey, hey, hey, hey, yes, my queen, the queen Lass of life
36:55
Oh, you're the, you're the queen.
36:56
We're really excited to have you here.
36:58
I'm very, very interested and well immersed as a, as a spectator
37:03
in the, in the drag community and in the vogue community, I
37:07
know they're not the same thing, but like I'm a fan, I'm a fan
37:09
of everything and I do comedy, I do stand up.
37:12
So when I first started a lot of the drag community gave me a
37:14
lot of opportunities to host shows.
37:16
One of my biggest things, one of my biggest paid gigs to date
37:19
has been at a drag show.
37:21
So I'm in New York in New York.
37:24
Yeah, I move to L A so I'm gonna fuck it up over here.
37:27
The New York drag scene is delicious.
37:29
Do you feel like you have the community on the west coast of
37:31
this kind of, it's a little bit different here.
37:33
So I love the drag community in New York because it's so theatrical
37:37
and I have a B fa musical theater.
37:38
So from where and the, the American Musical and Dramatic Academy
37:44
So that's where I kind of got my roots in performing, you know
37:48
so I would love New York.
37:49
I always wanted to go to Broadway.
37:50
I don't have my driver's license because I always wanted to
37:52
go to New York.
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You don't need my sister, everything.
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Makes sense.
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I'm wondering um how do you even get into drag?
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Oh my God.
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I'm really curious to hold this story.
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Yes.
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So I, you know, gotta be, I moved out here when I was 17.
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I grew up in the Bay Area, right?
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Castro with my gay uncles because my parents were always working
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because they had me real young.
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So I was with my gay uncles in the Castro, gay, gay, gay, gay
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gay.
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So I always homosexual period.
38:19
Like how did you know, I feel like she was always a little sparkle
38:23
in her eye.
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You know what I mean?
38:26
Honey, Selena was tired of me.
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OK?
38:27
I think she died in like fuck up.
38:30
Don't be bored.
38:31
You know what I mean?
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Can you, do you sing some of the Selena songs when you perform
38:39
I want to but I want to do it justice, you know.
38:41
So like I get very nervous especially because my name is Selena
38:44
I named myself after her.
38:46
So how did it happen?
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How did you become a Well, so I was like, I got my B fa musical
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theater and I was auditioning.
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I was trying to be like a male dancer and all the like in Hollywood
38:54
No, like ma like v like, you know, not to say aren't but it's
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different.
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Professional.
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Yeah.
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Professional c choreography.
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All that.
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But the first thing they ask you when you walk into an audition
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is take off your shirt and honey, I got chi chi, I got that.
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That's why I'm a, well, these ones are not that they're not
39:13
that real, but like, I got a little bit of that than me.
39:20
Like, listen, I got mad.
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She, she's always, since I was little, I was Gordito.
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You know what I mean?
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So I always struggle with that.
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So, like, let me own that and call my name S Titties.
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Um, so I got into drag because a friend of mine was doing drag
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and I was choreographing for her, making her mixes and like
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helping her costumes.
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And one night she was in competition and she lost, she didn't
39:37
get first place.
39:37
So I said, you did not do anything.
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I said girl, let me do this sometimes if, if people don't be
39:42
taking, you gotta get in the, in the ring, you gotta let your
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but you want, so you win and I want competitions and I got in
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the gigs and I, I started making money and I'm performing,
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I'm dancing.
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I'm doing all.
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I look gorgeous.
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So you started a show award winning, by the way, I love to play
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on the words all of that.
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So talk to us about why you created that show up.
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Yeah.
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So with my drag, I've been out here for, I've been doing drag
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now for like 10 years almost and, and developing like who my
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drag persona is and discovering who I am just growing up.
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You know, and I, I, like y'all mentioned, I'm sober, just celebrated
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12 years.
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So it's a lot of self development and growth that you do on yourself
40:23
So as I grow, as a person, my art grows with me and my art is a representation
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of who I am, right?
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So I, I was always very ashamed to be Latino, to be honest, you
40:32
know, growing up, I just didn't understand how I can succeed
40:35
in this world.
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When what I saw on TV was gossip girl, you know, White, you know
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White Rich.
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That's not my story.
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It's not my parents' story.
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So I used very ashamed and like, um I would go to pride.
40:47
Have y'all ever been to a pride before?
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I haven't been to pride, but I've been to West Hollywood.
40:51
I was drunk like a few weeks ago.
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It is so much fun.
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It every day in West Hollywood, you know, so with pride and
40:58
like being a drag queen in the gig and I have to speak on it.
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I have to be like, oh, I'm so proud to be gay.
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I'm so proud to be gay.
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And then as the years went on, I was like, how can I be proud of
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who I am if I'm not proud to be Latino?
41:08
You know what I mean?
41:09
I think I went through a similar thing where it's like, I, I'm
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in, I'm a stand up.
41:13
I'm like, I really, I can't explore all facets of my art if I
41:15
don't really go and dig deeper into this part of myself.
41:19
And so what I had to do was work on that shame and how that, what
41:22
that looked like kind of was asking my mom like, hey, what was
41:25
it like for you to come over here?
41:27
You know, which I never did.
41:28
And I got to ask her before she passed away in January from cancer
41:32
So I've been dealing with that all year.
41:34
It's been really like hard.
41:36
But um you know, everything now is like for her, which is really
41:39
cool and for my dad and my sister.
41:42
So um asking her those questions and to hear that I was like
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oh, shoot, my mom's got a story at 1617 years old coming over
41:49
here.
41:49
The only one who survived her group of 13 people who are trying
41:52
to get over here, like my mom's a bad bitch.
41:54
You know what I mean?
41:55
I'm like, this is, this is where I'm coming from and for me to
41:59
create a life for myself that my mom came out here to create
42:02
for herself and her family.
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It's all connected and it's like, makes me so proud of my mom
42:07
and everything, you know what I mean?
42:09
So something I really wanna ask about because especially
42:12
now in this society, so many people are turning to a lot of like
42:15
unhealthy habits.
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I know I've done it in the past where that's like drinking or
42:19
whatever it might be.
42:20
Um What, what was it for you that sparked you to go down your
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sobriety path.
42:25
I think everyone's having a hard time, especially right now
42:27
with the state of the world and no one can afford rent.
42:30
Like it's hard out in the street, you know.
42:32
So, um, I know for me when I was 21 1920 21 years old, I could not
42:38
I didn't know how to live life.
42:39
I went to musical theater school.
42:39
I'm tapped dance, singing, singing.
42:41
I don't know how to pay taxes.
42:42
I don't know how to like pay my bills.
42:43
So I didn't know what to do, but partying was cute, drinking
42:46
and doing a little bit of this and that was cute.
42:48
And then it just kinda got out of hand for me and I found Crystal
42:52
meth and in the gay community it's very popular in the queer
42:55
community.
42:56
And, you know, they, they like to do K and G and depending on
42:59
the vibe.
42:59
So I got all into that to the point where I, I was like homeless
43:02
for two months and how yes, I had all my stuff in a bed bath and
43:06
beyond shopping cart.
43:07
It was like on the street, I found a drug dealer to go stay on
43:12
his couch.
43:12
But I had all my my cart on the side of the alley like it gets crazy
43:17
you know, 12 years ago.
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12 years ago.
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So I got 21 years old.
43:20
I found, you know, my sober community which is, like, really
43:23
helped me grow.
43:25
How did you find that?
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Um, this guy I met and did, was like, doing drugs with, he was
43:31
like, oh, no, I did drugs.
43:32
I, I was, I was gonna celebrate my 30 days today and I was like
43:35
we celebrate what?
43:36
Who?
43:38
Yeah.
43:38
So I was like, oh, there's a whole programs and communities
43:42
of sober people who help each other stay sober.
43:44
And that's kind of what I found and it's helped me like stay
43:46
So you chose to do that.
43:48
Well, yeah, life was bad.
43:49
You got to a point where you like this is for me.
43:52
Yes.
43:53
And you know, being so young, I didn't have career, the, the
43:55
boyfriend, the house that I have nothing to lose.
43:58
I hid it from them completely.
43:59
I had no idea.
44:00
They had no clue.
44:01
So I got sober and then I told my dad and he was like, what if you
44:04
were still communicating with people that you're going through
44:08
You know, I'm really proud of you and I'm so proud of you and
44:12
grateful that you're sharing that story with us.
44:14
Yeah, I will say like you have, you have like the energy that
44:16
you bring.
44:17
No, nobody knew or a lot of people don't know what you're really
44:20
going through.
44:20
Everything you've gone through blows my mind like being homeless
44:23
and you know, all the, all the, you know, the addiction prior
44:25
It's incredible to see the light that you have now.
44:28
So thank you for inspiring us and telling us about that.
44:30
So, girl, I heard you had a new game that you're getting ready
44:33
to roll out.
44:34
Can we play?
44:35
Ok.
44:35
Look.
44:36
So I created this show before drag race but now that I've been
44:38
on drag race, I, you know, ok.
44:41
Yeah, I can boost my, my situation.
44:43
I'm gonna create a whole new version.
44:44
But I wanna, I wanna introduce you guys to Lotteria.
44:46
Do you guys wanna play games?
44:48
Cornish?
44:49
Cornish?
44:50
Come in, honey.
44:51
Yes.
44:53
Not cornish, not we got.
45:00
Oh my good.
45:01
Why is cornish kind of oh my God, we know about listen.
45:09
So y'all played Loteria before.
45:12
Y'all know lot never played before.
45:14
This is what happens sometimes I played Dominican Bingo but
45:20
IIII I, so, but it's good.
45:22
So let me teach you.
45:23
So um you know, when I created my show, I was like, what, where
45:26
does Lotar come from?
45:27
Researched it?
45:28
So in Mexico they created Lotar to teach their Children about
45:30
their culture.
45:31
So that's why a lot of the images are like El No.
45:34
Uh you know, like I, so I was like, how can I bring this to gay
45:37
spaces and queer spaces and teach about culture as I know it
45:41
So II I threw in some of my own in there like we have las unas OK
45:47
You see.
45:48
All right.
45:49
Oh, you don't have it on your book.
45:50
They have it on baby hairs.
45:53
I created my whole own version and listen.
45:56
Basically it's Bingo, honey, I'm gonna call a card and you're
45:58
going with your um popcorn kernels, you're gonna place it
46:01
you eat the prop.
46:04
I was eating, I thought it was like, oh my God.
46:09
So I'm gonna call out a card and then you're just gonna place
46:11
it and you're gonna get four in a row is where we're gonna play
46:13
If you get a line first, what do you have to yell?
46:15
Just, just four in a?
46:18
You can do it.
46:19
You can go up and down any four.
46:21
If you win, you gotta yell out a lot and I have to hear you, honey
46:25
you can't, you can't be like playing for a low prize.
46:31
I'm competitive.
46:31
Yeah.
46:32
Can I, can I actually sing my theme song for you, bitch.
46:36
Ok?
46:38
Is the song, ok, ready, honey?
46:43
Get ready for the game.
46:43
Now, are you ready to play now?
46:45
Get ready, get ready, get ready, get ready, get ready, get
46:48
ready for the game.
46:49
Now, everybody got your cards right?
46:51
Who's ready to win tonight?
46:53
You get a prize and you get a prize and you might lose.
46:56
But it's all right.
46:57
Hey.
47:00
Right.
47:03
And Selina, I'm willing, I don't get ready to play, honey.
47:06
All right, I want the competition out here we go.
47:08
Started out with Ed Soldado, the soldier, honey, he just came
47:13
back from, he's ready to see his wife.
47:15
My wife is about to lay it down on.
47:17
Daddy.
47:18
La Campana is the bell, the bell.
47:21
La Campana.
47:21
You can ring my.
47:25
Yeah.
47:25
All right.
47:26
La Dama is the lady.
47:28
The pretty lady.
47:28
La Dama.
47:30
Ok.
47:31
Who's close?
47:33
Ok, so you use this late at night when you got, you don't have
47:35
your man next to you la mano, la mano, honey.
47:39
Yes, la mano.
47:41
A drag queen's favorite treat.
47:43
El Dolar the dollar, honey.
47:44
Yes.
47:46
$10.
47:46
All right.
47:47
Um In the straight world you give them to strippers but we're
47:50
basically strippers with wigs on.
47:51
Anyway.
47:52
El diablito.
47:53
El Diablito.
47:54
Your ex boyfriend has diablito la Estrella the star uh uh over
47:59
close.
48:00
La Garza the Heron.
48:02
I don't know what the hell a heron is but that's what it is.
48:04
We got a bad boy.
48:05
OK.
48:06
We have El Valle.
48:08
Oh daddy is coming to save the damsel, honey.
48:10
We have La bota.
48:12
Yes.
48:13
La Botha we're getting there.
48:15
We have la Bandera the flag.
48:17
I wanna win Escalera.
48:19
You climb the ladder, honey.
48:21
Oh my God.
48:21
We have one right here and we have La Luna, honey.
48:29
Ok, Rudolph the red Nosed Reindeer.
48:32
How to OK, sorry, sorry.
48:36
Oh El Mundo is the world the man.
48:39
Ok.
48:40
OK.
48:40
A grande.
48:42
Ariana Grande.
48:43
Oh my God.
48:45
She is so close.
48:47
Ok.
48:47
Ok.
48:47
Ok.
48:48
Ok.
48:48
Here we go.
48:49
So it didn't work that I'm B of the drum.
48:56
All right.
48:57
So when I shave the next day it feels like El No.
49:05
Oh my God.
49:06
Oh my God.
49:07
OK.
49:08
I had it down.
49:10
I'm a tie.
49:11
I did look.
49:12
Oh my God.
49:13
It's OK.
49:13
Girl, I told you, what do we do with the ties then?
49:16
OK.
49:16
Listen, I usually do a tiebreaker.
49:18
We're gonna do a plazo meter by the audience.
49:20
Yeah.
49:22
Make some noise.
49:23
If you think Jess No is the winner.
49:27
I make no noise.
49:28
If you think I'm not at the winner video tonight, I see you guys
49:37
Oh my God.
49:39
It works for her.
49:41
You would do this.
49:44
It works.
49:45
It works like a can we do a cheers?
49:51
Can we do a cheer and then do we eat?
49:54
Oh You don't like the white stuff?
49:55
OK.
49:55
Cheers.
49:58
Oh my God.
50:01
Dinner and a show.
50:03
Isn't that fun?
50:06
Can you shout out your socials?
50:07
Let us know if we can find you if I can find, I wanna play this
50:10
for real.
50:10
Yes, honey.
50:11
So I'm gonna be revamped this because these are my old versions
50:13
So I create a whole new version that I'm gonna revamp and I'm
50:16
bring the show back bigger and better than ever in January
50:19
of next year.
50:20
So um you can find me on at S Titties.
50:22
That's es Titties, es titties.
50:24
Titties on social media and come follow me.
50:26
Um I also brought presents for you guys.
50:29
You like friends.
50:32
So I got, I just want to say to you really quick like my drag is
50:35
I, I do meet and greets, right?
50:37
I go to around the world and I meet people who come out to the
50:39
club to meet me.
50:40
And I get a lot of Latina like young girls and moms and mothers
50:44
and the come out all together to come see me because they felt
50:46
so represented by me on the show.
50:48
And I always tell them y'all are the prototype.
50:52
Y'all are the blueprint like with you guys are who I'm trying
50:54
to aspire to be as myself, you know.
50:57
So y'all thank you guys so much for being so powerful and have
51:01
being here and sharing your voices and like owning this shit
51:03
and being bad bitches that you are like y'all are what I try
51:07
to exude, you know.
51:08
So um I have a lot of merch and I wanted to give y'all my bandanas
51:12
I brought you.
51:13
So you know, when you know you're at home, you're making dinner
51:16
or something, you wanna tie that up.
51:17
So um it says my name on it.
51:19
But if you look really closely, the paisleys are titties.
51:22
They got little nipples.
51:25
Wait, wait, wait, wait, there are chi chi's everywhere on
51:28
the little squirts.
51:30
Oh I see it.
51:31
Oh my God.
51:33
You can go to S titties.com and buy my merch and support these
51:36
titties, honey.
51:37
So I can buy some melo tonight.
51:39
Thanks.
51:41
Very fun and very corny episode.
51:43
If you know what I mean?
51:44
Cornish.
51:45
Cornish.
51:47
I'm Yvonne Rohan, I'm Jessica Flores.
51:49
I'm Lolis Mora and I'm Selena S Tie's baby.
51:53
And this is Girl 1000.
52:00
Get up.
52:02
Yeah.
52:03
Right.