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Every time I go out, I'm like, OK, let me get a cute little Instagram
00:02
picture and once I don't like it with the filter, I just don't
00:04
want to leave the house.
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I'm like, why do I look like that?
00:06
Everything that was presented to us was like thin, tall blonde
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If you were not that you were not it.
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And some people are like, you're not fat, you, you're not chubby
00:16
And I'm like, OK, I know I'm not but I'm comparing myself to
00:20
the best version that I have felt to myself.
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Don't be coming to me at that gym.
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Like I like someone that's like, let's go for a walk, walk the
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dog to the ice cream place.
00:42
Welcome to another episode.
00:44
We're so happy that you're kicking.
00:45
I'm so happy that you guys invited me.
00:47
So what's going on with you?
00:49
So you got that fuck bucket hat on.
00:51
I'm actually my healing era.
00:53
Are you, you're going to break somebody's heart?
00:56
I'm tired of just I think I'm ready for love.
00:59
I'm not going to lie.
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I feel like you've been ready for love.
01:04
And you've just been in bad situations.
01:06
I've been in bad situations and I choose the wrong girl.
01:09
What makes you say you're ready for love?
01:13
I think before it was, I've always wanted love, but I just didn't
01:16
But now I kind of have my schedule figured out and I'm like,
01:18
ok, I do have time for this.
01:20
Who is saul in a relationship so we can maybe get you somebody
01:24
Who are you in a relationship?
01:25
What makes you think that you're going to be a good boyfriend
01:28
I'm very, I think I'm confident in myself.
01:31
This has nothing to do with the other person.
01:33
I feel like we're saying he's confident in myself and then
01:37
I'll be like, I feel like all my trust issues are gone and I guess
01:42
the way that you did that I don't believe you.
01:44
What are you looking for in a woman?
01:46
Hard working for sure.
01:49
So, what's your type?
01:50
Just that when I was you out there when I was in my twenties?
01:55
I was looking for shadow things like that.
01:57
What about thoughtfulness and the person you can talk to that
02:00
can really, well, that's the thing.
02:02
I kind of want to get a dog because I don't really have no one
02:09
Help me rating us on our podcast.
02:15
They have no other choice but to listen and talking about dogs
02:19
That's actually the story I wanted to tell you guys about.
02:21
So, um, don't judge me for this story.
02:23
I, I don't really tell it because of me.
02:27
So you, you might not mind this story but a while ago, uh, I was
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dating this girl and, uh, I really liked her.
02:33
Like, we're pretty close, we're just not boyfriend girl,
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but we're like pretty much girlfriend, girlfriend.
02:39
So, um, I was leaving her house one morning and, um, I accidentally
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ran over her dog and killed it.
02:48
I don't know, what is that kind of podcast you got to go, but
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So I told her I was so not expecting this.
03:01
So I, so I told her I accidentally created.
03:12
So here's my dilemma.
03:13
So I told her that I accidentally left the gate open and that
03:17
What's better telling her I killed the dog or the dog ran away
03:21
or, I don't know, you, you told her lady, where did you put the
03:29
So, in her backyard and you buried the dog in her backyard.
03:32
So not only did you kill her dog?
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I was already in her house.
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I was leaving her house.
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You were off premises.
03:39
I wasn't off premises.
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I was leaving the driveway.
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Yeah, I was still on property.
03:43
So now my dilemma was like, yo, do I tell her that?
03:47
Should I have told her that the dog run away?
03:49
Do I tell her that I run over the dog?
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She was very sad that her dog ran away.
03:55
Have you ever confessed to her?
03:57
She's going to see this.
04:04
I incriminated myself.
04:07
You got to get out of here first and Formost.
04:14
But you know what is that?
04:19
This is my, one of my best friends with girl time.
04:26
I'm a fan of Francesco.
04:31
Well, first of all, I'm a fan of the show and you know, whatever
04:34
my bestie is doing, I got to see who her new friends are.
04:36
No, I'm that kind of, I'm that friend.
04:39
I got to see who my friends are with.
04:41
Yes, but you're actually really funny.
04:43
So yeah, she, she approved.
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Why do you not believe me?
04:50
You ain't got to LA.
04:55
It's a hard love but it's worth it.
05:00
I'm wearing her ring so it's hot.
05:06
I think I heard about the temperature, the hottest days in
05:08
temperature in New York.
05:10
I thought it was always as hot.
05:12
I've seen a video like in Arizona, cars are literally like
05:15
melting, like things are melting out there.
05:17
Do you know what my friend said that in Florida, the water is
05:20
100 degrees the ocean, ocean.
05:23
Do you know how scary that is?
05:25
Even if you want to run to some sort of safe, cool off.
05:30
There's not so you catch on fire.
05:32
That's the end of the world Bible Book of Revelations that
05:38
I'm so happy days to the final days.
05:43
But wouldn't you want to spend your last days on earth with
05:45
your homegirls is what would you guys do?
05:49
Like if somebody was like, you have like 24 hours to read you
05:52
live it up like what would you guys do with your home?
05:56
No, I'm calling my ex free.
05:59
I'm unblocking him and letting him know you ain't shit.
06:01
No, you're going to tell me you love him.
06:04
You know me 24 hours left on our goal.
06:08
Honestly, my family is really fun.
06:09
So I'm just going to kick it with my family.
06:11
We're going to party and I'm from Florida.
06:13
So we had a lot of hurricanes.
06:15
We had a lot of moments where we're like, is this it Yeah.
06:18
Yeah, I would probably eat like some really good steak, eat
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something delicious.
06:26
I mean, I feel like it would get to me though, I'd be like, wow
06:29
what's going to happen in 24 hours?
06:32
But, oh my gosh, there's a lot of anxiety.
06:34
I can't sit there and say I'm going to comfortably eat a steak
06:37
You know what I mean?
06:37
Like I'm shaking, I'm like putting the sauce on it.
06:42
Like, you know what I mean?
06:45
II, I really, you asked the question?
06:48
I was thinking of all these fun things and I was like, if it was
06:51
really happening, I would be like, no, like so sad.
06:55
I think probably didn't you guys feel this during COVID?
06:57
Like when it first happened for like a day after the three week
07:01
It was like, oh, wait a minute, this is real.
07:03
It was like an A I also, I just want to shout out to the apocalypse
07:10
Shout out to the audience who has been watching us.
07:13
Francesca is one of the people is that and we want, we see you
07:17
guys ask about our signs and it might happen for you.
07:26
We're talking about, they're asking about our signs.
07:28
And so I'm curious Capricorn, wait, let's do the big three
07:32
Capricorn and I've never taken the test.
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I really don't know.
07:35
This is the sats of life.
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I'm not tapped into my astrology.
07:39
Astronomy astrology.
07:42
I took astrology in college or maybe it was astronomy.
07:46
Do you know where Jupiter is that?
07:49
I know where Jupiter is.
07:51
Is the brightest star in the sky?
07:56
Do you know where you don't play with me?
07:59
It's in my back but it's in your back.
08:01
But I have learned about, but I'm a Gemini son, Pisces.
08:06
Moon Pisces rising Torres, Venus Mars Aries.
08:11
So there's a lot of crying going on.
08:13
Yeah, I cried last night.
08:15
I'd be sad sometimes I don't put it on to the world because somebody
08:19
didn't text me back.
08:22
People are sensitive these days.
08:23
It's a little bit deeper.
08:25
I don't want to take up the whole hour.
08:26
But somebody was mean to me and I'm crying.
08:29
But, you know, it, it was also like a big super Aquarius full
08:33
moons had to let go stuff and I'm just letting go parts of my
08:36
So, what does that mean?
08:38
Full moon, full moons.
08:40
So today go out, look at the moon.
08:42
It's, there's 30 days out of the month and I was horribly because
08:48
there's a lot of math, there's 30 days in the month, right?
08:51
A moon has a full cycle just like we have a full cycle.
08:54
That's where we get our ps once a month.
08:56
So when there's a no moon or a full moon, when it's a new moon
09:01
there's no moon, it's just like a little form and then as the
09:06
days go by, it gets, it gets fuller and fuller and fluent.
09:09
So it's a full moon.
09:10
And that affects your day?
09:12
So when they say set your intentions on the new moon, you say
09:16
OK, so it's a fresh start.
09:18
I have these 67 things that I want to accomplish by the full
09:21
moon of the month, month.
09:24
And it's actually really connected to our system, our bodies
09:26
a lot of people get their pee on their full moon.
09:28
Like it's energy is so strong.
09:30
It's all I had no idea about any of this.
09:33
Wait, I didn't know there's like something as like moon water
09:35
Have you guys heard that?
09:36
Like when there's like a full moon, you set like some water
09:38
out in your balcony and then you let it recharge it.
09:41
I don't believe in any of that, but I've heard no, but the moon
09:43
it's not believing in it or not.
09:45
It just, it, it's literally actually energy.
09:47
Like our body energy, the moon is, it's really strong.
09:50
That's why it lights up the whole sky.
09:52
That's why the water gets in the, in the ocean starts moving
09:55
So it's just kind of like a cycle of life that's natural for
09:58
You have way better than I would.
09:59
Yeah, that was really well explain that it has to do with like
10:04
hocus pocus spirituality.
10:05
It's real life, it's science, it's real energy and the moon
10:08
and the stars in the skies.
10:09
It's, it's, it's the universe and that's what we are.
10:13
We are the universe.
10:15
It's the weirdest thing about our bodies.
10:16
We're made of the same things as everything in the universe
10:20
That's why that's going to the topic of like, what we're talking
10:23
about today is like, we're all perfect in our own selves just
10:27
because we're made out of like stardust, we're made out of
10:30
We, we're, we can't help what we look like, but we had to learn
10:34
how to love ourselves.
10:37
Before we get off topic, you finish your signs and then we're
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going to talk about us.
10:42
I am a Cancer Libra rising.
10:45
Taurus something Taurus moon.
10:51
So Cancer Moon and Aries rising.
10:55
I think I'm a cancer moon.
10:56
I think somebody told me that winter moon because I remember
10:58
we talked about how we were compatible.
11:00
We all have compatible moon signs.
11:04
Our signs are kind of opposite.
11:06
That's why we get along so well.
11:07
I believe in the astrology stuff.
11:10
I feel like it helped me understand.
11:11
I mean, everything is just tools, right?
11:13
Everything that you know, when you started in radio, like
11:19
you started in radio, you do all these things.
11:21
They're just tools that you're acquiring for whatever you're
11:23
going into the future to better understand ourselves, you
11:25
know, nothing to do with like choosing black or white.
11:28
It's just take what resonates with you.
11:32
So everybody make sure you drop your zodiac signs in the group
11:35
chat so we can judge you put in the comments anyways.
11:39
Speaking of women, why do you feel like it's easier to compliment
11:43
other women than it is to be nice to yourself?
11:46
Like, do you ever find yourself on your way out?
11:48
Like I know every time I go out, I'm like, OK, let me get a cute
11:50
little Instagram picture and once I don't like it with the
11:52
filter, I just don't want to leave the house.
11:54
I'm like, why do I look like that?
11:58
There's layers to this, you know, I mean, if you grew up in the
12:00
nineties, which I did everything that was presented to us
12:03
was like thin tall blonde.
12:06
If you were not that you were not, you were not shown, you were
12:09
not represented at all.
12:12
You guys don't know the work I have done on my hair with myself
12:16
and it's all because we've been programmed to think certain
12:19
things and not to sound too fluffy Duffy, but it really is that
12:22
we were programmed to believe that a certain thing was better
12:26
And now I think we're just undoing it.
12:28
I think it has so much to do with internally loving yourself
12:33
because there's so many moments in your life where you could
12:35
just do the inner work and everything from the outside is beautiful
12:39
just because you feel beautiful inside.
12:41
I know it sounds so, but it's true.
12:45
Do you think times have gotten better though in regards to
12:47
I feel like it has just because it social media now I feel like
12:50
I see a lot more representation of the black and brown girls
12:53
I feel a lot more prettier.
12:55
I don't feel like I have to be a certain thing anymore.
12:58
I just have to really be confident, which I think that there's
13:01
more exposure to different body types, different skin colors
13:05
different nationalities and stuff.
13:07
But I also think that there's so much judgment and the filters
13:12
and the plastic surgery and the Botox and the fillers like
13:15
all these things like we're trying to just, I mean, we're trying
13:19
to keep up with each other and the issue is, is like, I feel like
13:22
sometimes even as women, we can't even keep up with ourselves
13:24
because we, we were all taking, I was taking videos earlier
13:27
with the filter like not even gonna lie like the VHS one and
13:31
And I actually looked at you and I was like, girl do I look like
13:34
You get self conscious because you can't even, she doesn't
13:37
look like this in real life, you know, but you, you get self
13:40
conscious about that because you get so used to seeing yourself
13:43
on social media like maybe with the filter or maybe a little
13:45
bit edited and you get self conscious all the time.
13:47
It's like you can't even keep up with yourself.
13:49
Sometimes it feels like I think the first time I used the filter
13:52
I put it on and I didn't like it.
13:54
I didn't feel prettier the first time.
13:57
And then I also, no, I don't ever use them because I do really
14:00
I just don't like them and I don't want to also mess with my
14:04
brain, you know, because I know that it happens, that'll be
14:08
I like and I tell myself, oh, it's just me with makeup online
14:13
so it's not, it's harmless.
14:14
And then when you take it off, I'm like, oh my God, where did
14:16
all this double chin come from?
14:20
I'd be so mean to myself.
14:21
I've gotten really mean I feel like when it comes to criticizing
14:25
ourselves, we each have a standard for ourselves and some
14:29
people are like, you're not fat or you're not chubby or you
14:32
And I'm like, ok, I know I'm not in the grand scheme of things
14:35
but I'm comparing myself to the best version that I have felt
14:39
Like when I am healthy and I am fit and I am putting in the work
14:43
to feel good because when you feel good, you could feel it like
14:45
it's surging through your body, you start glowing from it
14:48
So it's not that I'm critical.
14:50
I just know like, when I feel the best, when I'm the healthiest
14:54
and I want to get there and I'm not there.
14:55
You nailed it because you're right.
14:57
Sometimes I feel weird saying out loud like, oh, gosh, I feel
14:59
like I gained weight because then, yeah, you have people that
15:02
are like, yeah, well, I think you look great and it's like,
15:05
I'm not saying I don't, I, I think I look good but I know I'm not
15:09
at the best of my potential and that's every, we're all on our
15:13
We're like, we're comparing ourselves to what we know we could
15:15
be or what we've been in the past.
15:16
You know what I mean?
15:17
I definitely, um, I've gained a lot of weight.
15:20
Um, I know, I know you're going to tell me on Beautiful Stop
15:23
I've gained a lot of weight.
15:26
Have you back on the podcast?
15:29
No, but I think it was like post panem.
15:32
I know during the pandemic, I gained £20 but then I just never
15:36
went back to the gym and now I'm at 200.
15:38
You can't talk a lot of it is in my butt.
15:40
I know that's what I know.
15:42
But I just want to say you guys don't see it on camera, but it
15:47
You can eat a meal on it in the best way possible.
15:52
But then I just feel like I will go shop especially.
15:55
I've been having a lot of issues when I go shopping for office
15:57
for the episode because I'm like, you know, I'm still bi coastal
16:00
and I'm still packing my bags and I've been back and forth,
16:03
but I don't have a lot of my staple items so that when I go shopping
16:07
I'm like, nothing fits and I had a meltdown in the fitting room
16:12
I'm know, I'm a comedian but I'm serious.
16:14
I was crying up in there.
16:15
Like, first of all this light is ugly.
16:16
Do you want me to buy all the light?
16:18
The light at TJ Maxx?
16:19
I will never try anything on ever again in my life.
16:22
Lighting in those fitting rooms, you guys, you can see every
16:27
little wrinkle crinkle stretch marks.
16:29
I find myself sometimes like poking, poking things out of
16:33
my face and it's like try the clothes and I think you would sell
16:35
so much more clothes if you just the light in there.
16:38
I like to see everything but it's so true.
16:43
No, but I've been having a lot of issues with my weight right
16:46
That's why I like, you know, for this episode, I'm going to
16:48
show other parts of my body because I love myself.
16:51
But it's also like what you wear.
16:53
Like I started to learn that as you get a little bit more mature
16:55
and your woman years, you find what works for you.
17:01
And I'm just having a hard time, but I love myself.
17:04
I'm just having a hard time understanding what's happening
17:07
And I'm like, OK, is there an underlying health issue?
17:10
So I'll let you know in three weeks when I go to the doctor, I
17:12
think with every woman there's e and flows with their bodies
17:15
I fluctuate so much like I will look back at a moment in my life
17:20
where I thought I was over like chubby and I've looked so skinny
17:24
and I'm like, wait at that moment, I was so hard on myself and
17:28
then I'm, but then I look at myself now and I think it has really
17:32
so much to do with internally like loving yourself because
17:35
there's so many moments in your life where you could just do
17:38
the inner work and, and everything from the outside just is
17:41
beautiful just because you feel beautiful inside.
17:43
I know it sounds so corny, but it's true.
17:47
But once you start doing it, you make it a practice.
17:49
You're like, oh, this does work.
17:52
I have to unlearn what I've been telling myself my whole life
17:57
I don't know if that's working.
17:59
And I think I remember I said this one time on another podcast
18:02
What did you say again?
18:04
But I was like, dude, imagine if the voice in your head was a
18:08
roommate you were living with and I was like and all the whole
18:11
time you're just saying, like I said, that's the first chapter
18:14
of the book that I read was that and then I think I repeat the
18:19
un soul, no untethered soul.
18:22
That was the first chapter about, imagine if the bad you, I'm
18:27
not taking credit for that.
18:28
You would, you would be taking credit for that.
18:34
I said that and I read that book.
18:36
I didn't say I read that book.
18:38
I be saying, I think I had mentioned this earlier but I really
18:44
I want to know but talk to yourself.
18:47
Now when it comes to other women, do you find yourself like
18:50
I guess it's a little bit harder in L A because everyone's
18:54
But in New York, whenever I see a woman that looks really beautiful
18:56
especially when she's black or brown and she has braids.
18:59
I always let her know.
19:00
Are you guys honest with your friends too though?
19:02
If something doesn't look good or whatever my friend look
19:05
I appreciate my friend that tells me baby, you are not a medium
19:08
And that's a hard conversation.
19:10
That's really hard because I'm a medium.
19:13
Oh, not a medium, a medium.
19:15
I thought you, you sure you don't believe in the stars.
19:22
It's not your brain was there.
19:24
That's what I was thinking.
19:26
I thought she was like a medium at no point.
19:28
Sometimes when you go shopping with your friends you got to
19:30
let them know politely baby.
19:31
I don't, you can try the small if you want, but I think a medium
19:35
might fit you better.
19:36
And that's why, you know, you have real friends like my friend
19:38
She's like, yo, sometimes you got to try the two X.
19:40
I mean for me that starts at my house, my mom will tell me in a
19:45
heartbeat if I look chubby, if she was to Cuerpo like everything
19:51
Like, if I'm getting chubby, my sisters will tell me if I'm
19:53
if I'm looking out like they will tell me off that.
19:56
So I never took it offensively because I was like, ok, well
20:00
They know when I look good.
20:01
They know when I look, you know, when I'm not taking care of
20:04
myself, my mom would tell me this.
20:06
There was a moment when I was like, really eating unhealthy
20:08
in college again like this F-15 and I was partying, I just wasn't
20:12
And my mom was like, you don't love yourself.
20:15
And I was like, you Colombian, you don't love yourself.
20:18
She's like, if you love yourself, you wouldn't be eating that
20:21
you wouldn't be drinking, that you'd be working out.
20:23
You wouldn't be sitting around and just what are you doing
20:25
You're wasting your, your youth, your life.
20:27
And I was like, I do love myself, whatever.
20:30
And I walk away, roll my eyes and then I would sit in my room and
20:32
be like, she's kind of right.
20:34
I'm not taking care of this myself.
20:37
It's like a vessel that having fun.
20:39
But I'm poisoning my body and I know that I've gained weight
20:44
because I am not, I just haven't had the chance to take her.
20:46
You've been traveling so much.
20:47
I, I'm stressed out.
20:49
My cycle is all over the place.
20:52
I'm just like, I'm still breaking up.
20:54
I'm going over two heartbreaks right now.
20:58
So I know that I've gained weight, eating all that ice cream
21:00
So what is, if you can have, I'm OK with it because I love myself
21:07
What have you done to be so confident in yourself?
21:10
And like, because you really do, I mean, I think we all love
21:13
ourselves just to anent but like you are, you're the em, I'm
21:19
I think that you recognize the things you don't like but you're
21:22
still, but with all this, there's nothing you can do.
21:25
You can either sit in the moment and be dwelling like, oh my
21:28
God or you can be like, hey, I always say to myself, this is where
21:31
How do you get to the next step?
21:32
I, I just can't lose £20 tomorrow, but I can start putting things
21:37
into effect that I'm like, ok, it's not about anybody else's
21:39
for myself because I just want to where my titties are more
21:42
So it's just for that.
21:44
But how did you get to that though?
21:46
How did you get to that?
21:48
I think it was stand up, stand up.
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You have to force yourself to deal with yourself.
21:52
I'm dealing with all of my traumas every day.
21:54
I'm listening to my set every single day.
21:57
So I'm like, I have to go up there being confident.
21:59
Now, one thing that I'm having an issue with, I don't put my
22:02
stand up clips because I don't like the way I look sometimes
22:05
So I'm still dealing with that.
22:07
See, that's something, it's an issue.
22:09
I'm like, I don't post any of my videos.
22:11
I'm like, did you stop doing stand up?
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No, I don't like the way I look right now.
22:14
But that's the thing with Instagram.
22:15
It's like you're only posting your highlight reel.
22:18
And so that's what the next step is, is like, well, I'm not going
22:22
And then now we're only posting the best thing we can come up
22:24
with and it took us 700 pictures to get to the one and then everybody's
22:28
seeing just that one.
22:29
They don't see the 700.
22:30
So then they're comparing themselves to that one for me and
22:34
for me, Francesca has one of the most beautiful bodies I've
22:36
ever seen in my life.
22:37
I mean, just Naturally Dominican, I mean, in all ways, but
22:41
you also have had moments where you don't feel good enough
22:44
I'm like Francesco Morphia is set up.
22:48
No, during COVID, she got like, why you gotta bring the most
22:52
be like she was, she got thicker in the most beau in my eyes the
22:55
most beautiful way in the world, like thicker, just like in
22:58
Like she was just indulging having fun.
23:00
Like, you know, we couldn't go out on the street so we were working
23:04
But I saw her like in every form just I've seen her in every,
23:08
in every form and it's the most beautiful thing in the world
23:11
to me because I know her soul and it doesn't matter because
23:13
she's so confident in her love toward everybody.
23:16
So I'm like, this is amazing because she rocks it.
23:19
Even if I think that for me, it's so important that wherever
23:22
you're at in your journey with your body just to be confident
23:27
in your spirit and who you are.
23:28
And then when you do that, everyone else feels that doesn't
23:31
You were a trash bag you can and, and if you're happy and you're
23:34
showing your energy, people are attracted to that.
23:37
But if you are feeling the worst thing is, is when you look at
23:40
a picture and you're like, wow, I look beautiful when you think
23:44
back to that day and you're like, I felt like crap.
23:47
I talk so nasty to myself all day.
23:49
And so now I'm completely trying to do the opposite.
23:52
Even when I don't feel good, I'm like, you look great girl.
23:54
And I just want to say as someone that's a little bit thicker
23:57
sometimes it's just you don't know your angles, that's all
24:00
that it comes down to.
24:00
I'm like, I need to learn how to work the camera because sometimes
24:03
it's just an angle, you look fine.
24:04
Apple is just against you right now.
24:07
But if you can just put it in the right angle, you're going to
24:09
be fine because we are really mean.
24:11
I am so mean to myself, I don't even post on my Instagram.
24:15
I'm like, you don't need to see my face.
24:16
Just remember the last time you thought I was beautiful.
24:19
That's why, that's why I think that when you said if the nineties
24:22
is better than now, that's why I think it's back is the comparison
24:25
that there's all these women on Instagram like 66 packs.
24:29
I mean, they're doing the work.
24:31
It's inspiring and you don't feel that way.
24:33
Then that's when you start comparing yourself in a way and
24:36
sometimes it's not even nice.
24:37
Sometimes it's edited, sometimes it's plastic surgery,
24:39
whatever it might be.
24:40
And again, I'm like, you know, people can do what they want
24:42
in regard plastic surgery, but again, a lot of it isn't natural
24:45
So if you aren't born that way, don't be so hard on yourself
24:48
And also you've seen those videos of like influencers where
24:50
they're posing and then they're like, this is actually what
24:54
it is or these are just the type of leggings I'm wearing at the
24:57
And I'm like, oh, I love influencers like that or content creator
25:00
I'm like, wow, that is so real.
25:04
And you find yourself just chuckling at it.
25:06
You're like, wow, that was so dumb of me to do that.
25:08
We all have a little trick for me.
25:10
I wear Tufa houses sometimes.
25:12
Like today I have Tufa houses.
25:14
One of them is a post surgery fa yeah, I've never had a Colombian
25:19
But the best things will, you know, when you get, when you have
25:23
to go, like, I don't mind looking like this, but sometimes
25:26
they have like an event where, you know, you're going to run
25:27
into someone that you haven't seen in years.
25:29
So one time I went to a wedding and I was like, oh my God, I don't
25:32
want these people to see me and think I let myself go.
25:34
So I bought the FAHA and baby that Faha took up 10 years.
25:40
I want to be the person that gets up super early in the morning
25:43
and goes on a run when you show up as yourself, your mental health
25:46
no matter what goes up.
25:47
That's why I'm such a big believer in like morning routines
25:50
breathe, pray, whatever it is that you want go on a run man
25:53
like show up as the woman you want to be, which comes to the
25:56
topic of plastic surgery and in plastic enhancements of the
26:00
Do you guys, do you believe in that?
26:02
Do you look for a long time?
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I was like, I want to be natural but baby, the way that my stomach
26:06
is going, I don't mind getting a little suck.
26:11
It's also very big in our Dominican culture and Colombian
26:14
And you see your, you're like before this became a mainstream
26:18
I remember my aunt would be like, I'm going to dr we all knew
26:20
that she was going to get a tummy tuck.
26:22
It wasn't a secret and now it's like a thing.
26:24
It's like it was like a rite of passage and it's my turn.
26:28
I need a tummy tuck for me.
26:30
When it comes to that stuff.
26:31
I don't judge because I think that if you, if you, if, if, if
26:36
the way you see yourself in the mirror, you don't like a certain
26:38
thing and you, and you want to fix it or enhance it and it's making
26:42
you feel better and you happier, then go for it, go for it.
26:45
There's, there's a fine line between that and then going overboard
26:48
and like having body dysmorphic.
26:52
You remember that girl Heidi?
26:53
I don't like bringing up names.
26:54
There was this girl, she was like, yeah, and then she did so
26:58
much surgery and I think I always thought she was gorgeous
27:02
without the surgery.
27:03
I'm like, I think, like you said, if you want to do it because
27:05
you feel like is this going to make you more confident or feel
27:08
more comfortable, go for it.
27:10
But if you're doing it for external validation, I can only
27:12
imagine it was the first time she was probably on TV.
27:14
And she didn't like the way she looked.
27:16
It's just kind of like, I'm always big on the fact, like, I don't
27:19
want to do anything that's reversible.
27:20
So, you know, there are some things I was thinking about that
27:23
I was like, you know what, it feels like a slippery slope.
27:26
That's what I was going to say, get addicting.
27:28
And as a believer, I think that God definitely did make us a
27:33
And I think the issue is, is sometimes we want to control things
27:36
that are out of our control.
27:37
There's things you can do to make to better your body, which
27:40
is eating healthy, working out.
27:43
Obviously, it's harder said than done, but to try to fix it
27:47
to put a band aid on the issue by going to a but what about people
27:50
that they work their butts off literally and they don't have
27:53
Of course, that's a, that's a different scenario.
27:56
But I know that like, for example, I've seen people in my family
27:59
who got the lap band surgery where they cut your stomach.
28:03
Now it's the size of your fist and then post surgery.
28:07
Their lifestyle doesn't align with what you just did to your
28:12
And so it's like, now I'm watching people run to the bathroom
28:14
and throw up mid meal because it's just not align.
28:18
And so I think that's a lot of it is.
28:22
It has to be like a full transformation, including your mind
28:25
you know, your habits, things like that because you're right
28:29
like the maintenance, I mean, you know, because your dad
28:31
is an incredible doctor, like the maintenance after has to
28:33
align with what you, a lot of people think it's an easy fix and
28:36
they come, they're like, ok, well, I'm going to get Lipo and
28:39
my life is going to change and then two months after their lifestyle
28:43
didn't change and they're gaining weight and they're blaming
28:45
They're like, well, that didn't work because you have to,
28:49
you have to match your outside and your inside.
28:51
You have to love yourself, take care of yourself and that's
28:54
gonna show on the outside.
28:55
But you can't just have easy fixes, cutting corners never
28:58
So just not shaped certain ways, you know, and they want more
29:02
which that's, I mean, that's like what makeup is like, makeup
29:06
makeup, we're all beautiful and we just use a little blush
29:09
to enhance the, the features.
29:11
It has nothing to do with changing your face.
29:13
We're just in hand, hand, the parts that we already have.
29:16
Mascara is making a little longer lip gloss, shiny lips blush
29:20
just enhancing things.
29:21
I've been, been, this is the beginning of time the Egyptians
29:25
So it's nothing, there's nothing wrong with feeling good
29:29
You know, I have no problem with that but you have to do the work
29:32
internally just as much as you, if you're gonna do it on the
29:34
So can I, can I say something that I noticed about Hollywood
29:38
Yeah, I feel like in LA, a lot of some of these jobs are kind of
29:44
they kind of what's the word they are contingent on how you
29:49
Sometimes I noticed a lot of my other friends, I'm a comedian
29:52
so I'm going to show up how I show up and I get paid to just be myself
29:55
But I know that some people have to maintain a certain aesthetic
29:59
so that they can be.
30:00
Do you ever feel like there's a pressure to look a certain way
30:03
to maintain relevancy or, you know, usefulness or you could
30:08
get booked for stuff?
30:09
Well, I will say something that the job when I have booked a
30:13
job, the auditions that I how I looked in auditions is my most
30:18
healthiest, most fit.
30:21
And because of that, I feel the most confident and I'm free
30:25
I'm not worried about how my arm look.
30:27
I'm not worried about how I look, I'm just free to be.
30:30
And that's when the audience gets to see that.
30:33
And they're like, OK, because you're focused on your, I'm
30:36
I'm working on, I'm, I'm focused on, on the story on, on, on
30:39
expressing myself authentically living truthfully under
30:41
imaginary circumstances.
30:43
I'm not focused on how does my chin look right now?
30:46
So it takes away, it's like when you feel good, then you look
30:50
Not because physically it's because your energy, you know
30:53
So that should be the driving force for everybody.
30:56
Even like when I go on runs, obviously running sucks.
31:02
But running for whatever reason, it's like when I'm running
31:04
I'm like, I know I'm doing this for my future self because
31:06
when I'm done with a run, you guys, seriously, my mental health
31:10
I'm flushed, my skin is red and I'm just like, you know, the
31:14
sweat is dripping off.
31:15
I feel so and not even just that you're showing up as the person
31:19
And that this is something that I've learned is if you get up
31:21
you do your bed in the morning, right?
31:23
You drink your water, you have your vitamins, you do all these
31:25
things in the morning, you in your own mind, you're feeling
31:28
amazing about yourself because it's like, look at me, I'm
31:30
showing up as the person I want to be, I want to be the person
31:32
that gets up super early in the morning and go on a run.
31:35
Like this is when I see people doing that online, it I want to
31:40
So when you show up as yourself, your mental health, no matter
31:42
what goes up, that's why I'm such a big believer in like morning
31:45
And I always suggest that to girls who are feeling maybe depressed
31:48
or anxious, which I felt I'm like, get up in the morning, like
31:50
get up even before the sun comes up, breathe, pray, whatever
31:54
it is that you want, go on a run man, like show up as the woman
31:57
You want to be all over the place because I don't have a morning
32:01
I'm just waking up like, oh my God, it was out of the post in my
32:06
And if you move your body moving, your body is trauma.
32:12
Can I say something yesterday?
32:14
I went to yoga, hot yoga in the morning for the first time in
32:17
It's called BB or something.
32:19
There was different ones.
32:26
I've never been, I went, I went early in the morning, I went
32:32
I was like, oh God, by the end of the hour, I felt like a whole
32:37
Like the most clear headed present.
32:39
The rest of my day flowed because I would just like I had this
32:43
like, just really light feeling in my body because I had it
32:46
took an hour to just be centered, to breathe and to connect
32:49
with myself and to think about things but not be like thinking
32:53
And also on my phone, making breakfast, drinking coffee,
32:56
trying to figure things out.
32:58
You know, it's just because when you think of your physical
33:00
fitness is the only thing that you can do.
33:02
Where if you try to look at it, if you try to look at the clock
33:04
on the wall, if you try to look at your phone, you're going to
33:06
fall over, you're going to topple over while you're running
33:09
and it's like that one hour of just mental silence does wonders
33:16
You wouldn't be surprised how little it takes to have a good
33:20
And I always pray in the morning and things that you can control
33:23
because look how many times things happen to you Ivana where
33:25
you're like, that's so out of my control that it's annoying
33:27
That person sent me an annoying email or, you know, one of your
33:30
friends being annoying or whatever.
33:32
Like how much, what times do we go?
33:34
That happens every day.
33:36
How many times do we like, literally experience things on
33:39
the daily that it's like, gosh, that's so annoying that's
33:41
But what about the things that we can control that will literally
33:44
boost us like crazy.
33:47
Do you guys think that men like feel or think the same way that
33:50
we do when it comes to bodies?
33:53
I have a friend that's a huge, he's so into personal training
33:56
and like, he always, he's like, whenever you're ready I'll
33:59
be here and I'm like, I'll let you, like, I hate when people
34:01
tell me what to do at the GM because I'm insecure.
34:03
But I'm like, ok, whenever I need your help, I'll let you know
34:05
when do I take Chlorophyll or whatever, whatever, I'm, I'm
34:10
trying to figure that out.
34:11
But I think that they also, I think the gym could be regardless
34:15
I think it could be like you were saying about just being inside
34:18
of your body for a moment.
34:19
It's bigger than just, I think we talk a lot of spirituality
34:22
on this podcast, but it's bigger than what other people think
34:23
is just how are you taking care of yourself on the planet today
34:27
Whatever that looks like for you.
34:28
So that's why I'm trying to get more into the gym because I'm
34:30
like, it's not about losing weight even though I can't wait
34:32
to fit into something skank.
34:35
But it's about, I want to take care of myself.
34:37
What's your ideal body for yourself?
34:40
I don't know if you guys know this girl.
34:41
Her name is Joey Chavez.
34:43
I don't know her last name, Joy Chavez.
34:47
She used to date little bow.
34:51
But I think she has such a beautiful body but she works out and
34:54
she takes care of herself.
34:56
I just got to get rid of this area and this thing that's going
35:00
on in my, not this thing and it's like her shoulder, get rid
35:04
of her shoulder, shoulder with no shoulders.
35:09
I, I love my body and I understand that God, he shaved me like
35:14
I just want to get back there right now.
35:16
I'm giving full cup which is beautiful, but I'm trying to get
35:20
You see that hourglass back there?
35:21
That's what I want to look like.
35:22
I want to ask though, tell him because I know can we get you on
35:26
OK, because I want to ask because you did bring up the mail thing
35:29
which I think is important because I feel like a lot of the
35:32
times women, we're hard on ourselves, sometimes we're even
35:34
hard on other women.
35:35
Like a lot of the online bullying that happens.
35:37
A lot of the times is from other women unfortunately.
35:39
But for men, what do you feel like in regards to like body image
35:44
Do you think guys put as much pressure on yourselves as you
35:47
do as you think girls do on ourselves?
35:50
I think secretly because I don't think it's a public thing
35:53
that guys like to talk about because it is like a huge insecurity
35:56
because everybody wants, every guy wants to be the alpha,
35:59
So they try to just kinda ignore that conversation.
36:02
But deep down they're like, I wish I can be bench a little bit
36:06
more but it's not something they really talk about.
36:08
What are the biggest insecurities do you think?
36:11
Obviously it's like you want a big, but a small waist, whatever
36:14
it might be like, I know a big one.
36:20
You can see that little stomach.
36:26
I was hot and some chicken legs.
36:29
That's the thing that gets a lot of guys.
36:30
It's so easy for girls to make fun of guys' legs and they just
36:34
have to take their hair and their hairline.
36:36
I have one beauty moe and it has long like sometimes it's been
36:43
I do not believe you.
36:44
I to, I swear to Bob, I swear.
36:47
Do you guys agree with this?
36:48
That like with girls?
36:49
It's kind of, yeah, we get a lot of like bullying when it comes
36:53
But for men, I feel like they really have to take it like you're
36:56
sure you have maybe like a small front butt as you call it like
37:02
things of that nature or risk hairline.
37:08
No, but men get it really bad if they're short.
37:13
You should man because I like do you like short guys.
37:17
You date short guys.
37:20
What's the shortest you've dated?
37:22
I feel like I'm 6 ft, but you're literally not.
37:25
What's the, what's the shortest you've dated?
37:33
That's right there in the neighborhood.
37:38
Can I say something?
37:39
I dated a guy that was shorter than me and he had Napoleon Complex
37:42
It would make me look, I'm not even trying to be funny.
37:44
No, he was mean as hell.
37:46
He wouldn't let me wear heels.
37:47
He told me I couldn't be a teacher.
37:49
He said, you think that you're old?
37:51
He was and then you love this person.
37:53
You're like, yo, I love you.
37:54
Why are you dragging?
37:55
And for a long time he made me feel like I was ugly and then one
37:59
day I know this sounds crazy but I looked up, I was like, I don't
38:01
think I'm as ugly as he's making me out to be.
38:04
And sometimes men will look, this might sound like polarizing
38:07
but men will have, will guess at you so that you don't feel better
38:11
so you can stay with them.
38:12
He was so mean to me he thinks he, so I would say that was a mentally
38:15
abusive relationship.
38:17
Do you think that guys, how you just said, do you like short
38:23
I said, yeah, I did.
38:24
Do you think, do you think guys think that about short girls
38:27
like, oh, she's short.
38:28
I know they want to be with other girls.
38:31
I think the opposite.
38:32
I think sometimes men don't want to date someone that's taller
38:35
They're like, oh, how tall are you in real life?
38:37
Would you date someone?
38:38
Would you date someone that's taller than you canceled?
38:50
I think it's, I guess a little bit de masculinity but that's
38:53
like my machismo rooted culture.
38:57
I have seen like beautiful women, beautiful tall women.
38:59
There's a lot of them.
39:01
If I was a short guy and a tall girl was open to dating me, I would
39:05
be like, damn, you couldn't tell me nothing.
39:10
One of my best friends, she's like 595 10 and her man, I think
39:14
he's got to be like 5756.
39:17
They look bomb together and he loves his girl.
39:21
You the ring he put on her finger is tall and big enough.
39:26
Would you date a guy way shorter than you?
39:28
Like way shorter than you sweetie.
39:30
I like to climb trees.
39:33
You know, that's where I'm at.
39:35
That's just my type though.
39:37
I don't, I don't want to um size what that thing, height shame
39:41
He shaming you're allowed to have a preference.
39:44
I think that as women, we're actually way more understanding
39:47
about guys bodies than they are.
39:50
You know what I mean?
39:51
I think that we accept them if they're like, oh, we're chubby
39:53
and we're like, you're not, that's why there's such a thing
39:56
Why isn't there such a thing as, like a mom bod?
39:58
Like that's just not and we're the ones giving birth.
40:02
We don't realize that we like them no matter what I love.
40:09
I love a little, I love, I love a little of everything.
40:14
I love who they are as people and that makes them attractive
40:17
I love like a viking, just like tall, big all around wood chopper
40:21
Like a guy who had like a little pudge one time.
40:26
And when he walked across the room, I was like, but I had to just
40:32
switch it in my head and then once I did, I was over for that one
40:35
I don't be a thick boy.
40:37
I don't want to date someone that's super into working out
40:41
because you're going to hold me a con you getting on my fucking
40:45
You say that don't be coming to me at that gym.
40:47
I like someone that's like, let's go for a walk, walk the dogs
40:51
to the ice cream place.
40:53
Yes, I just don't wanna like, I'd be so you ever dated someone
40:57
You have to pretend to like their hobbies?
40:59
And that shit is a lot to keep up with.
41:02
I dated a guy that really liked video games.
41:05
I think I convinced myself that I liked it.
41:07
I dated a guy that was really into the gym and we would have dates
41:10
I'm like, I did lose a lot of that.
41:13
We started liking it for a little bit.
41:15
But I was like, yo, we're going to the gym again.
41:17
We go, what I'm attracted to is someone that wants to take care
41:20
of themselves in any capacity.
41:22
It doesn't have to be, I don't want perfect a but you're someone
41:29
Yeah, I agree with that.
41:30
I couldn't date somebody that just neglects themselves.
41:32
But I did date a football player in college.
41:34
So he was like us c football player.
41:36
I mean, like when we would cuddle, I was like cuddling a rock
41:40
I would lay on him or I would put my arm around his stomach and
41:43
it would just do like it.
41:46
It took me months to get used to because the guy before him was
41:51
And then when I was cuddling him, I'm like, this is so it's not
41:54
even comfortable for me.
41:55
And I know that's just my preference.
41:56
I like a little bit of, you know, I'm your type has the confidence
42:01
to approach you, I don't think because you look like a trophy
42:06
You know, and I'm curious because the type of guys you like
42:10
seem very wholesome rounded and don't worry about certain
42:16
You know, when I try to convince my dad to work out.
42:17
My dad's a mechanic.
42:18
He's like, if you just not, I'm moving my body.
42:21
I'm like, that's so right.
42:22
And it's like, I don't question him about his body no more.
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The guy, I'm kind of, kind of, kind of talking to right now.
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He's builds houses, he moves around, he's bigger, not like
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big, but, you know, he's bigger, like my type and like tall
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And I'm like, OK, I like this because he's moving around, you
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know, like he's active, he can fix anything on a home.
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He can, you know, do plumbing electric.
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I love a man that's just like I'm gonna handle it.
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I got the same problem.
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I'm going to just sit here critical.
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I need to redefine my type, my type is not working out for me
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So I need to go back to the drawing board and be like, OK, what
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I'm, I think right now I'm ready to step outside of my comfort
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I'm really used to dating guys from New York that have a lot
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of trauma and don't want to commit trauma.
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That's New York energy though.
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So you don't open your horizons.
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I think the guys here are so nice.
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There was a guy that came up to me.
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I wasn't going to talk to him, but he's like, hey, I think you
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are really gorgeous and I couldn't leave without telling
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you that I've never got that in New York.
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Maybe I'm just exaggerating.
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But anyways, ok, there's no way I feel like in New York they
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call on, they're very like you pretend like that doesn't even
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exist, you know, like some guy told me the other day that he
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So I was walking, it was indictment.
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He's like mono, which means you're a monument.
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And I like your mama raised it.
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And the last guy that I was seeing, even though he is a dick,
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he did say I was telling him like, I'm having insecure, he's
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such a horrible person, but he's a Scorpio and I just put my
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But anyways, so I'm putting all the pieces together, don't
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I'm going to find him one day.
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I'll show you a picture.
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But I was telling him I'm having insecurities in my body right
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He's like, no, you're a grown woman.
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You have a woman's body.
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And his compliment just made me feel like girl, that sentence
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alone just changed the game for me when I just like a year ago
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when I was like, wait, I'm 33 years old.
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I'm a grown woman now.
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And that has done wonders for me because of growing up a certain
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weight and then deviating from it in my family.
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If you gain £1 they're like the one that I hate.
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The most with four days ago I was with a friend and he was like
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oh, your arms are so strong.
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And I was like, oh, ok, thank you.
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And then he said something like, but that shirt, I was wearing
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a shirt look kind of like this.
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And he was like, he was like, that shirt makes your arms too
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And I said, no, I didn't get offended.
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I didn't get, thankfully, you've done the work on yourself
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because that would mess someone up.
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But I was just like, whatever.
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But I changed my shirt.
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Yeah, you're like, I don't care but you don't want him.
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I changed because I want him to feel comfortable around me
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because I don't want him to think that I'm going to beat him
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up at the same time because I will.
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He said I look so strong but it wasn't and he normally in my head
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I've done so much work that I think strong is beautiful.
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Like I think being, being strong is a beautiful thing.
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It didn't affect me.
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But if it was anybody else, I'm sure that that would really
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Wait, I have a question.
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That's a little spicy.
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Do you have a favorite part of like, if you're into the guys
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Do you have a favorite part of the male anatomy?
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My favorite part is the cupid's bow.
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So I, I know this sounds very sw.
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So a lot of Caribbean men have a very deep, oh my God.
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I know that it's so simple but it really, you know how you feel
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about, that's how I feel about the cut people.
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We know what she likes.
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Let's go give it a range from the last session.
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I like a beard, a beard, a beard, like just a beard.
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like a nice fully grown hagrid.
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Some people like one of those biker men with, you know how they
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No, I like it clean cut just right there.
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I need the facial hair, the eyes, ok?
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You know what gets me is like kind eyes on a very masculine man
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just like kind eyes hot.
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I don't like any celebrities right now, but I would date.
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That was Chad Michael Murray?
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I always thought he was fun of shit.
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Chad Michael Murray.
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Maybe you do like, you know Dominicans.
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No, I think I have reached my limit with.
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I will always love my culture, but I think I just am not going
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to marry a Dominican man at this point in my life, it might change
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and two years, but right now I'm ready to try something different
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You're expanding your, that's what happened to me.
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I dated only Mexicanos for the most part.
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Now, I'm like we're expanding the horizon.
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I might date a Mexican too.
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I've never dated a Mexican man.
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I've been looking up there I think.
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There's no way not why you guys we have to wrap up started.
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We are still on block?
47:48
A can we, can we do one of the wind down?
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Questions before we wrap up?
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What's the wind down?
47:54
So how do you feel about hair on your body?
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And then what's the takeaway you got from this?
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Everybody go around.
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How do you feel about your hair on your body?
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I take care of my hair.
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I feel like lately I've been getting like little tiny hairs
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I mean I be on, wait a minute that pisses me off on the wisdom
48:20
You get, do I get the same?
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I have, I have, I have one beauty market and it has long hair
48:29
Like sometimes it's been this long once.
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I know it was like five years ago.
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I hadn't gone back yet but I was like, Yvonne, I was like what
48:38
his hand was here here.
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I, I do not believe you.
48:43
I to I I swear to bob, I swear maybe hair is long and you wear it
48:49
You didn't notice this is my wisdom is coming from this little
48:52
But the Ivan please.
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It was this long wait, I have it in a jar.
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I was talking to it.
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Anyway, she's lying.
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I don't believe you.
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I don't, I don't, I don't believe any part of this.
49:07
There's no way a hair from your take away what one take away
49:10
you got from this combo.
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I know that we had to speed up towards it and I, I really enjoy
49:14
That was probably the fastest podcast I've ever had in my because
49:18
Can we do a part two?
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So can we do a part two?
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But the truth is the take away is like the energy that we feel
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now is like how everybody should feel about their bodies.
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It's like it's ebbs and flows ups and downs.
49:30
You learn to live it, sometimes you hate it, you grow out of
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it at the end of the day, you got to live with it.
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So make it a good home.
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I like I like the way I feel is like we have a soul and that's who
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we are and this is just the vessel we could take care of it as
49:43
There's things you can't control.
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What I took away from it is that we're all beautiful.
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What did you take away?
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Like you see people on the internet and then you meet them in
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real life and sometimes it's disappointing you're like,
50:06
oh, don't bring me back.
50:07
You're like, but this was like the opposite from beginning
50:10
It's just, and I figured it would be because I have so much fun
50:14
Um But I think also as a Latina growing up and as a woman that's
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constantly healing herself, the conversations you guys
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have on this show are just so appreciated as a listener.
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Shout out cheers guys had a great time.
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I'm Loreli, I'm Jessica.
50:34
I'm Ivana and I'm Francesca Gammon.
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Let me, let me tell you.
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Let's get OK, girl, I love your smile and I love your eyes.
50:55
I love being a tomboy.
50:57
I love dressing however I want to and still feeling sexy and
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Your butt has always been big.
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You're just really perfect.
51:05
I think I love your accent.
51:09
I love my little booty chin and I love the skin on it.
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I love your humor and your responsibilities.
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Don't let anyone tell you anything else because butts come
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